Sit Tight...
Life is... better
I'm a cook at the highest ranking hotel in Daytona Beach. Make good money, especially with the overtime I get on fourteen hour days of work. I've made some friends, mostly friends with my boyfriend.
On Wednesday, this will be the exact five month anniversary of my time in Florida. And come Wednesday, I will have moved four times. How sad is that?
But Wednesday, I will move into this beautiful four bedroom home... There are already some roommates there, one of which is leaving, so now I'm going to rent the room. Kids all my age, although I'm the youngest as usual. I get the master bedroom and bath, with my own jacuzzi... Pretty excited about that. And it's only going to be 500 rent. Not too bad...
I still don't know what I want to do with my life. I'm considering what courses I might want to take next fall... For four years I knew exactly what I wanted...
Now I'm just confused...
I've been with Mike for three months now... He's my second longest relationship ever. Dave of course being my longest. I miss Dave sometimes. Or at least how he used to be. I can honestly say he was the best boyfriend I've ever had... I love Mike though. I've never loved anyone the way I love him... We've been having our tiffs here and there and it sucks, but yet at the same time I've never cared for anyone like this... and it bothers me... really really bothers me...
Anyways, last night I was lying in bed and I could picture walking down Warwick Ave so clearly as though I were there... and I wasnt... and it sorta makes me sad... I wanna save up some money and come up to Rhode Island for the summer possibly...
Anyone wanna hang out or perhaps throw ideas around???
I miss you guys
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