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so i had to work from 4:15am-12:15am.. came home and took a nap
i woke up around 3pm.. and was still exhausted so i went back to sleep.
during my last nap, towards the end, i had this crazy dream where i was getting married. me and my fiance were at his parents house.. and were really happy. we were laughing, having some sort of pre-wedding party.. a lot of his friends were there. he kept leaning over to me and whispering things like "i love you" and smiling. i remember that in the dream, i felt the absolute happiest ive ever felt in my life.. then we went to bed.. and thats when i woke up.
now that im awake again. . i feel super depressed. maybe it's a dream of things to come.. i cant tell you the amount of times i have deja vu and realized i had dreamed that moment that happened.
anyways, i just hope and pray that i get a chance to feel that happiness i remember from the dream.. it was the best feeling in the world. and if it's enough to make me feel that strongly just from a dream.. i can't imagine how it would feel in real life.
i woke up around 3pm.. and was still exhausted so i went back to sleep.
during my last nap, towards the end, i had this crazy dream where i was getting married. me and my fiance were at his parents house.. and were really happy. we were laughing, having some sort of pre-wedding party.. a lot of his friends were there. he kept leaning over to me and whispering things like "i love you" and smiling. i remember that in the dream, i felt the absolute happiest ive ever felt in my life.. then we went to bed.. and thats when i woke up.
now that im awake again. . i feel super depressed. maybe it's a dream of things to come.. i cant tell you the amount of times i have deja vu and realized i had dreamed that moment that happened.
anyways, i just hope and pray that i get a chance to feel that happiness i remember from the dream.. it was the best feeling in the world. and if it's enough to make me feel that strongly just from a dream.. i can't imagine how it would feel in real life.