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I've done what needed to be done. I've recieved threats as a result of it, but I would honestly rather she be hurt now, by the truth, than be hurt even more later, by knowing that I was lying to her all along.
Despite so many things that seem to suggest otherwise, I do have a sense of honour, however small it may be.
[Private]It was honestly the hardest thing I've ever done, in my life. I'm in love with this girl, and now she'll never even look at me again. How on earth could I have been so stupid as to do what I did over the break? I don't deserve her... but Merlin, how I love her.[/Private]
Despite so many things that seem to suggest otherwise, I do have a sense of honour, however small it may be.
[Private]It was honestly the hardest thing I've ever done, in my life. I'm in love with this girl, and now she'll never even look at me again. How on earth could I have been so stupid as to do what I did over the break? I don't deserve her... but Merlin, how I love her.[/Private]