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I am so fucking angry right now. I've been waiting for Greg to call all evening (he's out of town at a festival and his battery is low, so he's been keeping his phone off unless he needs to make a call.) I spend most of my time on the back porch when the weather permits or in my room when I'm stuck indoors. I've already told them that if I'm in my room I probably won't hear them yelling for me from other parts of the house, because I usually have music or a movie playing. I was watching How To Tame Your Dragon and didn't hear the phone ring, or Jules yell for me. I thought I heard something, maybe a sneeze or a glitch in the movie file, but wasn't sure. By the time I'd gone out to the kitchen (maybe a minute total after I heard the noise) Jules had already hung up the phone and was going about his business. "Oh, I didn't know you were coming," he said. He only yelled once and he was on the other side of house. Is it really that fucking hard to check the back porch or knock on my bedroom door? It's only a few yards from the god damn kitchen. I can't live with Greg right now, and I only see him for a couple of hours each day, if at all, and Jules can't walk to my fucking room to hand me the phone?! I know it isn't that big of a deal, but I really miss him and it would be nice to hear his voice before I go to bed. It wouldn't be that bad if I could call him back, but his phone is off. Now I'm just sad and cranky and need a cuddle...which I probably won't get until at least tomorrow night. I just want him to come home. Or better yet, for this house arrest to be over and me to be out there with him.