32 Flavors
Ok, I won’t lie. I have been completely useless today and haven’t gotten any work done. I’m just getting back from vacation and probably should’ve taken an extra day off or something.
The cruise went really well - probably better than I ever could’ve hoped for. I was worried about my family’s reaction to the weight I lost - how they would comment and what they would say. The first thing my mom commented on when I got of the plane was how thick my hair looked. I know I’ve talked about this before, but my hair really has gotten thicker since I stopped purging. I’m definitely getting some regrowth. My aunts and uncles and grandparents all told me how great I looked and wanted to know how I was doing it. It felt good to have some positive feedback on my hard work. I worked out every day I was on vacation. I did splurge a little when it came to eating, but I kept it under control. I did some shopping and got a great tan and even kissed a boy so it was nice to just relax and feel good about myself and not worry about what everyone was thinking.
I got back in yesterday and I so did not want to get back to life today. Last night Taylor and I had a little spat. Everything has worked itself out, but he did say some really vicious things to me that hurt my feelings. I know that he is more than just my trainer; we hang out and talk outside of the gym, but I’m still not sure if I want to trust him again on a friendship level. We’ll see.
I’m leaving for Chicago in a couple days. I am so damn excited to see Rachael and Jeff and Maris and Liz and all of the other mofo’s that are going to be there. Our little group hasn’t been together since before summer and I’m so happy that we’ll be ringing in 2006 together.
I have lots more to talk about, but I’m going home for today.
I am thirty-two flavors and then some
and I'm beyond your peripheral vision
so you might want to turn your head
cause someday you're going to get hungry
and eat most of the words you just said
The cruise went really well - probably better than I ever could’ve hoped for. I was worried about my family’s reaction to the weight I lost - how they would comment and what they would say. The first thing my mom commented on when I got of the plane was how thick my hair looked. I know I’ve talked about this before, but my hair really has gotten thicker since I stopped purging. I’m definitely getting some regrowth. My aunts and uncles and grandparents all told me how great I looked and wanted to know how I was doing it. It felt good to have some positive feedback on my hard work. I worked out every day I was on vacation. I did splurge a little when it came to eating, but I kept it under control. I did some shopping and got a great tan and even kissed a boy so it was nice to just relax and feel good about myself and not worry about what everyone was thinking.
I got back in yesterday and I so did not want to get back to life today. Last night Taylor and I had a little spat. Everything has worked itself out, but he did say some really vicious things to me that hurt my feelings. I know that he is more than just my trainer; we hang out and talk outside of the gym, but I’m still not sure if I want to trust him again on a friendship level. We’ll see.
I’m leaving for Chicago in a couple days. I am so damn excited to see Rachael and Jeff and Maris and Liz and all of the other mofo’s that are going to be there. Our little group hasn’t been together since before summer and I’m so happy that we’ll be ringing in 2006 together.
I have lots more to talk about, but I’m going home for today.
I am thirty-two flavors and then some
and I'm beyond your peripheral vision
so you might want to turn your head
cause someday you're going to get hungry
and eat most of the words you just said