Things..
Things are different. I am different. I confessed to my mother about something. Not what you all may think, but something that another person that I was ashamed of. I was never ashamed of it. More like scared of it. *sighs* What more do people want? Now it seems not to matter anymore that I want to see someone. They don't seem to want to see me, but in order for me to be normal again, I need to tell them how I feel. *sighs* My Cavy has finally almost died. Har har. I can't wait to get the Lancer, but it may be the beginning of November before the 'rents can take over the payments on the Grand Prix. We went to the mountains and yeah that's when my cavy decided it wanted to start it's death process. I have blown a head gasket in my car, therefore meaning, there is water all in my oil tank. Thanks. My finger nails glow in the dark. lol. And my mom won two tickets to scarowinds, now I have to see if Travis or Roger wants to go with me, because those are the conditions of me getting the tickets from her. HOW GHETTO. If neither one of them wants to go, I may see if my new friend Dan wants to tag along because he was mumbling one day about wanting to go to something of that sort. Har har. He r teh dork. Allie and I know all about those, right Alliekins? I miss all of you dearly. *sighs* I wish we were all closer. I wish we could all have our own small community. Ihope you all are achieving success in your life and that you're happy. <3 I love you all very much, remember that. I was almost in a car accident yesterday. I was on Franklin Blvd and in the middle lane and this huge white van started coming over on top of me and there was a huge tan truck beside me. I was scared to death. I was crying and shaking because I didn't know what to do. Anyways...I guess I'll go for now. *muah*