Randomness of updating.

Mar 09, 2005 12:00

So today I'm chilling in lab. Eh 2 more weeks until vacation. We'll probably be vacationing in Gatlinburg, Tennessee. Yay. So glad that Nick will be joining my family on this vacation. <3 We'll get to wander around town by ourselves some. *pleasant grin*

My mom told me yesterday that she's been trying to see the good in Nick and that she saw something. She said that she knows he loves me, that it's in the way he looks at me. Finally <3 Now she sees.

Ah I don't want to return to work today. I hate that place. =\ Es my schedule
Wed : 4-11
Thurs : 8-5
Fri : Off
Sat : 4-12
Sun : 4-11

Not bad, only 31 hours. Still want less though.

So as of lately I've been running into Austin quite regularly. Saw him yesterday while I was at the mall with my mom and she looks up and says he has pretty eyes and I'm all like "Hey Austin" lol and he hugged me and my mom was all like wtf? you know him? LOL He was my buddy in British Lit last semester. I was walking to lab today from Astronomy and he comes at me with open arms, so 2nd day of running into Austin and getting hugged. I now have a mission to find my Carolina visor. ;) Just to satisfy and show my loyalty to the team. Lol this is because of Austin. I may go buy a new one. I miss my viosr. I wonder wtf happened to it....(The last time I remember having it was sometime near my surgery in 11th grade...Only reason I know that is because I have pictures to support)

I made a mistake and told a good friend I disowned him. I should never have done that knowing that now may be a time when he needs me most. Ah. I'm not used to the feeling of being needed. I mean I am. But rawr.. It's just different now. I'm so glad he forgave me for it. Even though what he did was stupid! <3

I suppose I'll go for now. I keep having these wretched nightmares...All because of that one incident.
God please take these thoughts away from my mind and leave me peaceful...

Jeez I love my Nick <3
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