grawr.
[still alive and breathing]
[sad eyes...yeah they look sad]
[hungry, sleep deprived, sick, sore]
[worrying bout momma too much]
[going to crash at teh nick's apartment during my break]
[glad to have a key to somewhere other than my house]
[so happy that i can barely stand it]
[waiting for john to move down...gonna have a blast *dances*]
[somewhere in between love and hate]
[missing friends]
[making new friends, rekindling old friendships]
[sore...very SORE]
[strange feeling that i will end up in the hospital before this semester is over]
[for all of you who care, my mom is doing a lot better...oh for the people who didn't know, she had surgery tuesday]
[being in lab isn't exactly helping me stay awake..]
So I've lost around 12 pounds in like 2-3 months...Go me? I haven't been eating like I should and I'm worrying myself sick. The most sleep I've gotten in one night was last night and that was all of 5 hours. This is the reason that I shall go crash at Nick's during my two hour break. I'll get maybe an hour's worth of sleep, but at the same time, I'll be asleep beside him :) And yes we will actually SLEEP. So kiss it, Johniffer (spelling? lol I'm doing that because Nick calls you that sometimes) So much is going on and I'm stressing out so much that it isn't even beginning to look funny. I've had a blast with Nick living down here...We went through hell the first few days, but now it's all good. I'm ready to go sleep on the floor of the apartment...
Me: Tell me something...
Him: Tell you something: theres no choice i belong to your life...or something like that.. keep your head down keep it low. where you surface, no one knows
No one will EVER love me like you do...It's in your eyes, it's in your kiss...It's in the way you hold me...It's in the way you kiss my tummy...*shivers* It's who we are when we are together...We're finally whole. We're finally with each other...After five years of waiting and never thinking this would happen. I love you with all I have and all I will ever have. I don't know where we will go from here...But hopefully it'll be toward what we both want...
[if i'm dreaming please never wake me up]
[sad eyes...yeah they look sad]
[hungry, sleep deprived, sick, sore]
[worrying bout momma too much]
[going to crash at teh nick's apartment during my break]
[glad to have a key to somewhere other than my house]
[so happy that i can barely stand it]
[waiting for john to move down...gonna have a blast *dances*]
[somewhere in between love and hate]
[missing friends]
[making new friends, rekindling old friendships]
[sore...very SORE]
[strange feeling that i will end up in the hospital before this semester is over]
[for all of you who care, my mom is doing a lot better...oh for the people who didn't know, she had surgery tuesday]
[being in lab isn't exactly helping me stay awake..]
So I've lost around 12 pounds in like 2-3 months...Go me? I haven't been eating like I should and I'm worrying myself sick. The most sleep I've gotten in one night was last night and that was all of 5 hours. This is the reason that I shall go crash at Nick's during my two hour break. I'll get maybe an hour's worth of sleep, but at the same time, I'll be asleep beside him :) And yes we will actually SLEEP. So kiss it, Johniffer (spelling? lol I'm doing that because Nick calls you that sometimes) So much is going on and I'm stressing out so much that it isn't even beginning to look funny. I've had a blast with Nick living down here...We went through hell the first few days, but now it's all good. I'm ready to go sleep on the floor of the apartment...
Me: Tell me something...
Him: Tell you something: theres no choice i belong to your life...or something like that.. keep your head down keep it low. where you surface, no one knows
No one will EVER love me like you do...It's in your eyes, it's in your kiss...It's in the way you hold me...It's in the way you kiss my tummy...*shivers* It's who we are when we are together...We're finally whole. We're finally with each other...After five years of waiting and never thinking this would happen. I love you with all I have and all I will ever have. I don't know where we will go from here...But hopefully it'll be toward what we both want...
[if i'm dreaming please never wake me up]