Dec 18, 2004 23:25
Saturday, December 18, 2004
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Take It All Away
By Ryan Cabrera
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- On the way down
I feel so beautiful right now and nothing can bring me down, not even you.
I cried and he's gone. Promising a visit in January. Told me he loved me and then proceeded to cry after he said it. Doesn't that mean something?
I can still feel his arms around me. I didn't want him to go. He's now on his way back to Ohio. Somewhere he doesn't really belong.
I got my report card
Stats 1 - D
Stats 1 lab - A
Intro to Computers - B
US History - B
British Lit - B
I'm going to have to retake Stats. GR!
Driving 8 hours to only spend 7 with me. Driving back 8 hours while trying to hold onto every memory created tonight.
Feeling the tears hit my jacket and holding onto each other while sobbing. Promising that this is NOT goodbye. Goodbye is forever and this isn't forever. It's until next month. Hopefully. Don't know if I could wait any longer. I'd already waited 5 years. 5 years and every time we've drifted we've found our way back to each other. Took 5 years to get him to NC. Wow. What an accomplishment.
Even though...I still miss HIM. Please make this feeling in my heart stop.