Harhar
I'm still alive. Hard to believe eh?
This week is going to be slam packed of catching up on school work considering I only have a week to get everything done.
So here's my update from my Xanga.com journal...
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
So many things are changing.
I finally think it's finished. That it's finally over. Sorry, if you want to know, you'll have to inquire...
Before Christmas I should be seeing Nick. That will definately turn things around. Don't cha think?
I believe that I'm not going to be able to see Ro again. Just a lack of interest in actually seeing me again. *sighs*
What Might Have Been
Sure I think about you now and then
But it's been a long, long time.
I've got a good life now, I've moved on
So when you cross my mind....
Chorus:
(I, So, And) try not to think about
What might have been
'Cause that was then
And we have taken different roads
We can't go back again, there's no use giving in
And there's no way to know
What might have been.
We could sit and talk about this all night long,
And wonder why we didn't last
Yes, they might be the best days we will ever know
But we'll have to leave them in the past.
Chorus
That same old look in your eyes
It's a beautiful night
I'm so tempted to stay
But too much time has gone by
We should just say goodbye
And turn and walk away.
Chorus
No, we'll never know
What Might Have Been
It's a really pretty song...
So yesterday was the one year anniversary of my grandfather dying. Sad...
I got my package from Nick yesterday. The VHS tape, the letter, the toy car, his badges from work...The whole 9 yards. Now I can see and hear him anytime I please. And there is a promise that I'll see him before Christmas. If it's true, this will turn out to be the best Christmas ever. I just can't wait to finally see him. 5 years of a friendship is a long time. *grins* My mom now wants to take our family vacation to Ohio so that I can see him. Isn't that great? I cried though yesterday. The things he wrote... Just wow...
My best friend gets married Saturday. I will cry. Believe you me. I will. Like a newborn. I don't want her to get married. Oh well...As long as he's good to her. And then...
I got other news which I'm not allowed to share with any of you. It has to be kept on the Downlow. har har
SO all in all, I miss you all...Allie, Daryl...Everyone else. I MISS YOU. Call, write...Do something...
This week is going to be slam packed of catching up on school work considering I only have a week to get everything done.
So here's my update from my Xanga.com journal...
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
So many things are changing.
I finally think it's finished. That it's finally over. Sorry, if you want to know, you'll have to inquire...
Before Christmas I should be seeing Nick. That will definately turn things around. Don't cha think?
I believe that I'm not going to be able to see Ro again. Just a lack of interest in actually seeing me again. *sighs*
What Might Have Been
Sure I think about you now and then
But it's been a long, long time.
I've got a good life now, I've moved on
So when you cross my mind....
Chorus:
(I, So, And) try not to think about
What might have been
'Cause that was then
And we have taken different roads
We can't go back again, there's no use giving in
And there's no way to know
What might have been.
We could sit and talk about this all night long,
And wonder why we didn't last
Yes, they might be the best days we will ever know
But we'll have to leave them in the past.
Chorus
That same old look in your eyes
It's a beautiful night
I'm so tempted to stay
But too much time has gone by
We should just say goodbye
And turn and walk away.
Chorus
No, we'll never know
What Might Have Been
It's a really pretty song...
So yesterday was the one year anniversary of my grandfather dying. Sad...
I got my package from Nick yesterday. The VHS tape, the letter, the toy car, his badges from work...The whole 9 yards. Now I can see and hear him anytime I please. And there is a promise that I'll see him before Christmas. If it's true, this will turn out to be the best Christmas ever. I just can't wait to finally see him. 5 years of a friendship is a long time. *grins* My mom now wants to take our family vacation to Ohio so that I can see him. Isn't that great? I cried though yesterday. The things he wrote... Just wow...
My best friend gets married Saturday. I will cry. Believe you me. I will. Like a newborn. I don't want her to get married. Oh well...As long as he's good to her. And then...
I got other news which I'm not allowed to share with any of you. It has to be kept on the Downlow. har har
SO all in all, I miss you all...Allie, Daryl...Everyone else. I MISS YOU. Call, write...Do something...