*the way home
today i went for a coffee in the city ... it was nice, i laughed for the first time in months. these lips aren't used to smiling. the cappuccino tasted so bitter sweet, and it was wonderful. there is nothing quite like real coffee shop cappuccino.
it also did me good to get out in a social environment. since september i've spent my life essentially in three places - 1) my room, 2) the university library & 3) in class. it's not a terribly spiritual or healthy life for the mind or the soul. finally, now that it is nearing the end of the semester, i can begin to relax a little.
i suppose going out today, was the first step back into life....?
it felt so strange to be in such a public and yet relaxed environment. i can't really explain it. i suppose it's a feeling that i haven't felt for over a year now. since before that day - the day my heart was broken.
i feel positive about today.
but i'm not sure if i feel one hundred percent comfortable with this.
it also did me good to get out in a social environment. since september i've spent my life essentially in three places - 1) my room, 2) the university library & 3) in class. it's not a terribly spiritual or healthy life for the mind or the soul. finally, now that it is nearing the end of the semester, i can begin to relax a little.
i suppose going out today, was the first step back into life....?
it felt so strange to be in such a public and yet relaxed environment. i can't really explain it. i suppose it's a feeling that i haven't felt for over a year now. since before that day - the day my heart was broken.
i feel positive about today.
but i'm not sure if i feel one hundred percent comfortable with this.