Jul 24, 2004 02:04
...i apologize for the large time of absence. as many of you know, i've been sick and the moving took a lot out of me...physically and emotionally...
...i will not update you of what happened between then and now because there is only one that knows what i went through that time and its between me and her...
...so tonight i had a huge scare. the stone came out of the ring that kate gave me and i couldn't find it for a while. i was literally on the floor looking for it. I was frantic. I don't know what came over me.....i finally gave up and it was dark and i noticed my hands were dirty. walking towards the bathroom with a meloncholy look on my face, i was heartbroken. i turn on the faucet and begin to wash the dirt of my hands and i look down and there's the stone! I was so happy!!!!! I quickly picked it up before it went down the drain and i put it in my pocket. when i put it in my pocket...i felt complete again....it's the part of her that i take with me....