...waiting room...
...i've been dreaming of my girl...
...lips of pearls and tastes of dew....
...her love flows from her tips as time burns from devils lips...
...trying minds and thoughts race against each other as the second hand crawls along...
...pedaling to her wears but hope is there...
...her words that i read i listen with open ears as my eyes slowly gaze over her phrase...
...weeks turn into waiting rooms...
...weekends turn into romance of simplicity...
...but a goodbye to the simplicity of the night...
...a goodbye is the most complex word, action, emotion and fear of all...
...but to wait again for the hello is the adrenaline and hope that drives me for the cycle...
...so i will return to my waiting room for her image to hug and for her words to hold...
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...been a while since i posted. this week i've been insanely busy with things for The Night. i've been biking all over buffalo. yesterday i got the flower for her... :)
...here's the weekend update...
...Friday...was very chill. i stayed in. everyone was working. i talked with J and Oscar and drank a bottle of red. it wasn't like in the past though. i spoke with them and i was happy. i was in such a good mood talking with them and i didn't get drunk. i was happy. i like being happy...although that afternoon was trying on the minds of myself and my special k. she was so cute and hyper. i love it when she's like that. we were talking about the weekend and it brought us down cause its hard for us to see each other but we always manage...but i surprised us all...
...Saturday...just chilled in the morn in my pjs. then...victor picked me up because he's an amazing friend and took me to flix movie theater where i met up with kate for dinner and a movie! i didn't think i would be able to pull it off. i mean i would've taken a cab to see her but victor/patty offered and they didn't mind. i was so greatful. it was odd...cause kate's always coming to see me and i'm always trying to see if i could get a ride or something but it always came to be that she came to my place. so i met her at flix, i took her out to dinner, carried her in the parking lot...numerous times, we went to the park...I FINALLY HAVE PICTURES OF US!...see!:
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then we went to see troy...and i must say it was the first time i watched a movie...IN A MOVIE THEATER MIND U...with my girlfriend sitting on top of me...we weren't fooling around....just cuddling....in the same chair...I LIKE IT!...
...Sunday...chill day...went to the mall with the guys and watched the lakers loose. damn the pistons got some sick defense.
...so there it is...yesterday i just went to ginas and chilled there...had dinner...we talked and had a little wine. nothing big. playing the psychologist to her patient. tomorrow is eyebrow, haircut, tux day. boy its tough being so pretty....j/k....
...i've been very happy lately...with life...with love...ESPECIALLY WITH MY LOVE...friends...its about damn time cause i've been through so much shit. saw my ex-gf allie today. was rather weird. good thing i got out of that on...but of course after her was a line of wonderful times....and horrible feelings and states of emotions that i went through. i never want to go through that again...the thoughts, what i did to myself...mentally and physically...i look back...see the scars hidden away and think why did i ever do that...happiness is something that should never be taken granted for....if u have it....savor every damn minute of it because it can be turned off like a flip of a switch....
...lips of pearls and tastes of dew....
...her love flows from her tips as time burns from devils lips...
...trying minds and thoughts race against each other as the second hand crawls along...
...pedaling to her wears but hope is there...
...her words that i read i listen with open ears as my eyes slowly gaze over her phrase...
...weeks turn into waiting rooms...
...weekends turn into romance of simplicity...
...but a goodbye to the simplicity of the night...
...a goodbye is the most complex word, action, emotion and fear of all...
...but to wait again for the hello is the adrenaline and hope that drives me for the cycle...
...so i will return to my waiting room for her image to hug and for her words to hold...
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...been a while since i posted. this week i've been insanely busy with things for The Night. i've been biking all over buffalo. yesterday i got the flower for her... :)
...here's the weekend update...
...Friday...was very chill. i stayed in. everyone was working. i talked with J and Oscar and drank a bottle of red. it wasn't like in the past though. i spoke with them and i was happy. i was in such a good mood talking with them and i didn't get drunk. i was happy. i like being happy...although that afternoon was trying on the minds of myself and my special k. she was so cute and hyper. i love it when she's like that. we were talking about the weekend and it brought us down cause its hard for us to see each other but we always manage...but i surprised us all...
...Saturday...just chilled in the morn in my pjs. then...victor picked me up because he's an amazing friend and took me to flix movie theater where i met up with kate for dinner and a movie! i didn't think i would be able to pull it off. i mean i would've taken a cab to see her but victor/patty offered and they didn't mind. i was so greatful. it was odd...cause kate's always coming to see me and i'm always trying to see if i could get a ride or something but it always came to be that she came to my place. so i met her at flix, i took her out to dinner, carried her in the parking lot...numerous times, we went to the park...I FINALLY HAVE PICTURES OF US!...see!:
then we went to see troy...and i must say it was the first time i watched a movie...IN A MOVIE THEATER MIND U...with my girlfriend sitting on top of me...we weren't fooling around....just cuddling....in the same chair...I LIKE IT!...
...Sunday...chill day...went to the mall with the guys and watched the lakers loose. damn the pistons got some sick defense.
...so there it is...yesterday i just went to ginas and chilled there...had dinner...we talked and had a little wine. nothing big. playing the psychologist to her patient. tomorrow is eyebrow, haircut, tux day. boy its tough being so pretty....j/k....
...i've been very happy lately...with life...with love...ESPECIALLY WITH MY LOVE...friends...its about damn time cause i've been through so much shit. saw my ex-gf allie today. was rather weird. good thing i got out of that on...but of course after her was a line of wonderful times....and horrible feelings and states of emotions that i went through. i never want to go through that again...the thoughts, what i did to myself...mentally and physically...i look back...see the scars hidden away and think why did i ever do that...happiness is something that should never be taken granted for....if u have it....savor every damn minute of it because it can be turned off like a flip of a switch....