....short visits with longing emotions...
...weekend update...
...sittin here watching incubus music videos, relearning old metallica songs so i can bring my guitar playing back up to par, remembering my day with kate which onlyh ended like 4 hours ago and still my heart and eyes feel her and see her here...
...recap...
...friday didn't do much...played video games most of the day then ran errands...got my tux for the night of debauchery with kate in june. then went to walgreens for like 5 hours trying to find condoms but later finding out that you have to ask the pharmacy. then got a pizza pie and went to gina's for dinner and did the psychologist thang till 10:30 at night. sometimes i wonder why i changed my mind to not be a psychologist....but then times like those remind me that...oh yeah...sometimes it nice to help people with their problems but then again u just want to smack them for being stupid...
...saturday...chilled out during the afternoon...i think...yeah i did...then me, diddy, kate (other kate), courtney (her sis) and their friend becky went to kate's brother's bar down in lack-a-wan-na. was fun. chilled there...had some brewskis...got tipsy...then we went to PAAAAAAANOS! GOD I LOVE THE FOOD THERE. i got my usual drunk meal....TUNA MELT!!! came back and chilled with the guys....we watched jaws 3...it was supposed to be in 3d back in the day....man...was that a horrible movie. it was hilarious...amr and tones went to O...they were tipsy too...it fun...
...sunday...kate...MY KATE...came over. i really wanted to take her to the movies today and go out to dinner and stuff, but like an idiot, i totally forgot that the stupid fuckin trains stop at 6pm on Sundays. What the fuck is that shit...all i wanted was to take my girlfriend out on a typical date...movie....dinner...go out talk...sit in spot coffee. i felt so bad telling her that we couldn't do that. i really wanted to cause i don't want her to think that all i wanna do is stay at my place...i wanna take her out...i want to hold her hand outside. like today, when we went to the gas station to get some bogues and a pepsi (my usual run) we were walking and i grabbed her hand....its not right if i'm outside with her and i'm not holding her hand. i don't know what it was about today but emotions just kept running through me and i think she saw it...it's as if she saw it in my eyes as i held her close to me...as close as we could get...the love...
...gonna go watch wyatt earp now on tv...gotta love westerns...DAMN THIS WAS A LONG POST!...
...ellipses out...
...sittin here watching incubus music videos, relearning old metallica songs so i can bring my guitar playing back up to par, remembering my day with kate which onlyh ended like 4 hours ago and still my heart and eyes feel her and see her here...
...recap...
...friday didn't do much...played video games most of the day then ran errands...got my tux for the night of debauchery with kate in june. then went to walgreens for like 5 hours trying to find condoms but later finding out that you have to ask the pharmacy. then got a pizza pie and went to gina's for dinner and did the psychologist thang till 10:30 at night. sometimes i wonder why i changed my mind to not be a psychologist....but then times like those remind me that...oh yeah...sometimes it nice to help people with their problems but then again u just want to smack them for being stupid...
...saturday...chilled out during the afternoon...i think...yeah i did...then me, diddy, kate (other kate), courtney (her sis) and their friend becky went to kate's brother's bar down in lack-a-wan-na. was fun. chilled there...had some brewskis...got tipsy...then we went to PAAAAAAANOS! GOD I LOVE THE FOOD THERE. i got my usual drunk meal....TUNA MELT!!! came back and chilled with the guys....we watched jaws 3...it was supposed to be in 3d back in the day....man...was that a horrible movie. it was hilarious...amr and tones went to O...they were tipsy too...it fun...
...sunday...kate...MY KATE...came over. i really wanted to take her to the movies today and go out to dinner and stuff, but like an idiot, i totally forgot that the stupid fuckin trains stop at 6pm on Sundays. What the fuck is that shit...all i wanted was to take my girlfriend out on a typical date...movie....dinner...go out talk...sit in spot coffee. i felt so bad telling her that we couldn't do that. i really wanted to cause i don't want her to think that all i wanna do is stay at my place...i wanna take her out...i want to hold her hand outside. like today, when we went to the gas station to get some bogues and a pepsi (my usual run) we were walking and i grabbed her hand....its not right if i'm outside with her and i'm not holding her hand. i don't know what it was about today but emotions just kept running through me and i think she saw it...it's as if she saw it in my eyes as i held her close to me...as close as we could get...the love...
...gonna go watch wyatt earp now on tv...gotta love westerns...DAMN THIS WAS A LONG POST!...
...ellipses out...