...your future will be happy...

[quietellipses]

...so what will happen we shall see...

...its worth all of it but the loss of controls is intolerable sometimes....i love being with her yet its not up to me when i see her, how much i see her or even if i get to see her at all...and that pisses me off...and yet with all the trouble we go through just to see each other...there's nothing but smiles everytime...always worth it...

...patience...