I should be working
I don't know why, but I'm sitting here at work and I have work to do and yet not really doing it. First of all...once again, I had the worst night's sleep. Nightmares...well not really but bad dreams regardless. Then I woke up to both my alarms blaring, and I guess I just turned them off and fell asleep for what felt like 5 minutes which was ACTUALLY 2 hours. So I not only missed class...but I was SUPER late for work. I usually park in the lot on the outside of Union Garage for work because when I leave it's dark and I don't like to walk long distances at night...but no such luck so I parked at Towsontown...which is gonna be a pain in my ass when I get out of here at 6. I'm workin so slow today and my head is pounding...my gut is twisting...
I know I shouldn't feel this way...but I do. I don't even know how to begin to tell you why or how...I just feel...lied to. Or rather just kept in the dark...
I hate it...
I hate school right now...
I haven't even looked at classes I want to register for...that's how bad it is...I register Friday...ugh
I want a break so bad...and I don't mean thanksgiving, because that will be a headache (i'm sure of it)
I just want to get away...I need to get away...
I know I shouldn't feel this way...but I do. I don't even know how to begin to tell you why or how...I just feel...lied to. Or rather just kept in the dark...
I hate it...
I hate school right now...
I haven't even looked at classes I want to register for...that's how bad it is...I register Friday...ugh
I want a break so bad...and I don't mean thanksgiving, because that will be a headache (i'm sure of it)
I just want to get away...I need to get away...