this glass house, is burning down, you light the match, ill stick around.

[quietdiscerning]

Meme snagged from furryhatsrock.

List ten five six 5-10 things you want to say to people but know you never will. Don't say who they are, use people only once.

• I'm sorry that I can't ever seem to keep my promises to you. Your the last person to deserve it.
• Sometimes I wonder if we really know each other at all. There's so much I never say that I have to think you don't say things too. So where does that leave us? Aren't we supposed to be able to tell each other anything?
• I'd like to blame all this shit on you but I can't. But guess what? I can't take all the blame either. And this sounds just like you, and I hate that. Because as much as I am like you, I'm still not. Cuz I still can say no. And you can't.
• Why does it feel like we're not friends anymore, and for that matter, why does if feel like you don't care?
• What happened to you when I looked away? What happened that I missed to make you like this?
• Why can't I get you out of my head? I don't want this, I never asked for this and yet, even when I'm pissed as hell at you, it still won't go away. And you don't even KNOW what you do to me. Why? Why out of all of us am I automatically not considered? Are you that shallow?
• You can't even see me, screaming right in front of you.
• I don't know how to not feel alone.
• One day you're going to grow up. And then I'm going to laugh.
• I can't change. It's not a matter of doing it. It's a matter of not knowing how. And feeling like I'll never know how.