latley
alright, i know i havent posted anything significant latley, so i thought id give you an update.
FYI i'm me, i dont want to change, dont like my spelling or grammar tough, i dont wana change it right now
i hate eagan, im tired of being like a cow. (ie the cattle herding theroy) i'm also tired of the ocnstruction. turns out they have to move my locker too! grr.
Josh...what is there to say, yet another scum bag that thought it was ok to lead me on and have another girl. i'm so sick and tired of being hurt, is there ever gonna be good guy out there? and an even better question, will i realise it if there is? i doubt it. i'm so untrusting right now. i think the only person i truly trust is jeremy
speaking of which, he's doing better. we have become really close and i'm really glad, i cal almost garuntee i wouldnt be around without him. he stopped over tonight, just kinda out of the blue. i was really surprised, my mom was oh so confused lol. she made me keep the door open downstairs because she though we'd do somthing, it was prety sad, but hey, w/e we got to talk and that was nice.
jessie, jeremy's girlfriiend, is amazing, i love her, shes awesome and we have soooooo much in common it's not even funny. like for instance she has a beaten up red pickup called birtha!!! go figure right?
chrissy and i are alright though we go through times when we think the other person is mad, and they never are, so its kinda sad. but i love her so all is well...
right now i'm convinced God is challenging me to be a better peron and not submit to temptation, and i'm not sure im doing a great hjob, but i need ot get back on track. i'm doubting my faith or anything, i just need to get back into the 'God is truly all i need' mood. it kinda got destroyed...scott is conviced ill turn into him...lol yeah right. but anyways...ill let you go live your life. if you have any questions let me know...im sure i killed the english language in this rant
FYI i'm me, i dont want to change, dont like my spelling or grammar tough, i dont wana change it right now
i hate eagan, im tired of being like a cow. (ie the cattle herding theroy) i'm also tired of the ocnstruction. turns out they have to move my locker too! grr.
Josh...what is there to say, yet another scum bag that thought it was ok to lead me on and have another girl. i'm so sick and tired of being hurt, is there ever gonna be good guy out there? and an even better question, will i realise it if there is? i doubt it. i'm so untrusting right now. i think the only person i truly trust is jeremy
speaking of which, he's doing better. we have become really close and i'm really glad, i cal almost garuntee i wouldnt be around without him. he stopped over tonight, just kinda out of the blue. i was really surprised, my mom was oh so confused lol. she made me keep the door open downstairs because she though we'd do somthing, it was prety sad, but hey, w/e we got to talk and that was nice.
jessie, jeremy's girlfriiend, is amazing, i love her, shes awesome and we have soooooo much in common it's not even funny. like for instance she has a beaten up red pickup called birtha!!! go figure right?
chrissy and i are alright though we go through times when we think the other person is mad, and they never are, so its kinda sad. but i love her so all is well...
right now i'm convinced God is challenging me to be a better peron and not submit to temptation, and i'm not sure im doing a great hjob, but i need ot get back on track. i'm doubting my faith or anything, i just need to get back into the 'God is truly all i need' mood. it kinda got destroyed...scott is conviced ill turn into him...lol yeah right. but anyways...ill let you go live your life. if you have any questions let me know...im sure i killed the english language in this rant