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last week i sideswiped someone. just tapped the guy, no one was even discomforted. except that he was a total jerk. he tried to tell the officer that i tried to hit and run. after he left the officer saw i was shook up and asked me what was up and i broke down and cried, that was pretty weird.
lately i've been thinking a lot about my xgf and how her family has ruined the last 2 years for things with my gf and the things i would like to do for vengeance and how everything is so screwed up now that nothing will be ok anyway.
ive also been thinking of cutting again. and drinking.
and how i'm not interested in anything and can't manage to carry on a conversation. i'm sick of that.
lately i've been thinking a lot about my xgf and how her family has ruined the last 2 years for things with my gf and the things i would like to do for vengeance and how everything is so screwed up now that nothing will be ok anyway.
ive also been thinking of cutting again. and drinking.
and how i'm not interested in anything and can't manage to carry on a conversation. i'm sick of that.