to whete Tracey's... appetite.
Yeah, it's been a few weeks since i've posted and I don't feel like a huge entry story style so I'll list the occurences. (if the post is full of typos, it's because the keyboard is fucking up and i'm too lazy to fix it. deal!)
Jill and I are pretty much done "for a while". I don't know what it all means and I guess I am resigning myself to the fact that I never will. I love her and I want to be here for her, for any thing any time.
I met a new girl online named Emily (she's in the last journal's comments) who is pretty fucking cool. The most sophisticated 15 (almost 16) year old I've ever met. The scary part... she looks a LOT like my Helena Trexler! You two little emo-cuties! It's the glasses, I swear.
Working on raise number three at GT. Training for that office job on the computers. Sweet!
Selling a TON of my shit on EBAY to make money to help Amber. Never give up. I love her, and I don't really say that enough.
I'm 21 now so, as I told my aunts and cousins, I can now legally do what I've been doing for a year or so. Mmmmm wine. Paco made the birthday great, and I owe him for that.
Plans to see Spiderman 2 REAL soon, probably with rachel and/or Ashley from GT. Those two little hotties. Actually, I think Jason (the Hutch to my Starsky) might pull a double date with me. That'd be cool,because he is cool and his girl is hot. :)
Tiani is probably leaving me for florida, and that makes me sadder than anyone knows. I love you Shakira. You need this.
Speaking on the phone with Eman a lot lately. She is too sweet, and I could not ask for much more from someone 2986.17 miles away from me. (That is not a guess or exageration!)
HodgePodge (local garage band) will be playing friday at noon in downtown Potsdam. If you miss this show, Satan will lay babies in your ears. This band blows me away. Guitar? Sax? Bag-pipes? Senses overload but what a blend! Check out Chris Permie and the boys, you'll regret it if you miss it.
Been sleeping with Wathawis a little bit lately. She's comfy, and I hear she needs me. I hear I'm a pillar. Thank God. I've wondered so long... now I know that my feelings are shared. I love her for it.
Still waiting on a package from Dana AND a letter full of pictures from Tracey. Come on girls... :)
I met Mel's boy and I got about 3 words from him, all of which were "nice". :) I hope to meet more of him.
The apartment is going well. I would never have believed molly and I could mesh this way. Thank God it's working. I love her.
Justin (Molly's "boy toy") is around and he is cool shit so that's a plus.
I have seen 4 AM for every day for about 2 weeks now... and it's starting to get to me. Eman keeps me sane in the early hours though. God bless her.
Random question for people, and please respond. Sorry if it sounds graphic, but I need to discuss something to try to reach a conclusion.
If a guy and a girl go down on each other, it is generally considered to be ORAL sex.
I am being told that if 2 girls go down on each other, it is sex. I think that is untrue because it is oral sex, the same as if the members of the sex are opposite. To call it "sex" is sexist I believe.
If a guy goes down on a girl, it is oral sex. If a girl goes down on a girl, it is sex???? No way. It might be as close to sex as they can get, but to call an act two different things depending on who does it is simply wrong in my eyes.
PLEASE respond with your thoughts. I am REALLY curious what everyone thinks.
That is enough randomness for now. Please leave your thoughts on that and any other matters. I miss my friends.
Jill and I are pretty much done "for a while". I don't know what it all means and I guess I am resigning myself to the fact that I never will. I love her and I want to be here for her, for any thing any time.
I met a new girl online named Emily (she's in the last journal's comments) who is pretty fucking cool. The most sophisticated 15 (almost 16) year old I've ever met. The scary part... she looks a LOT like my Helena Trexler! You two little emo-cuties! It's the glasses, I swear.
Working on raise number three at GT. Training for that office job on the computers. Sweet!
Selling a TON of my shit on EBAY to make money to help Amber. Never give up. I love her, and I don't really say that enough.
I'm 21 now so, as I told my aunts and cousins, I can now legally do what I've been doing for a year or so. Mmmmm wine. Paco made the birthday great, and I owe him for that.
Plans to see Spiderman 2 REAL soon, probably with rachel and/or Ashley from GT. Those two little hotties. Actually, I think Jason (the Hutch to my Starsky) might pull a double date with me. That'd be cool,because he is cool and his girl is hot. :)
Tiani is probably leaving me for florida, and that makes me sadder than anyone knows. I love you Shakira. You need this.
Speaking on the phone with Eman a lot lately. She is too sweet, and I could not ask for much more from someone 2986.17 miles away from me. (That is not a guess or exageration!)
HodgePodge (local garage band) will be playing friday at noon in downtown Potsdam. If you miss this show, Satan will lay babies in your ears. This band blows me away. Guitar? Sax? Bag-pipes? Senses overload but what a blend! Check out Chris Permie and the boys, you'll regret it if you miss it.
Been sleeping with Wathawis a little bit lately. She's comfy, and I hear she needs me. I hear I'm a pillar. Thank God. I've wondered so long... now I know that my feelings are shared. I love her for it.
Still waiting on a package from Dana AND a letter full of pictures from Tracey. Come on girls... :)
I met Mel's boy and I got about 3 words from him, all of which were "nice". :) I hope to meet more of him.
The apartment is going well. I would never have believed molly and I could mesh this way. Thank God it's working. I love her.
Justin (Molly's "boy toy") is around and he is cool shit so that's a plus.
I have seen 4 AM for every day for about 2 weeks now... and it's starting to get to me. Eman keeps me sane in the early hours though. God bless her.
Random question for people, and please respond. Sorry if it sounds graphic, but I need to discuss something to try to reach a conclusion.
If a guy and a girl go down on each other, it is generally considered to be ORAL sex.
I am being told that if 2 girls go down on each other, it is sex. I think that is untrue because it is oral sex, the same as if the members of the sex are opposite. To call it "sex" is sexist I believe.
If a guy goes down on a girl, it is oral sex. If a girl goes down on a girl, it is sex???? No way. It might be as close to sex as they can get, but to call an act two different things depending on who does it is simply wrong in my eyes.
PLEASE respond with your thoughts. I am REALLY curious what everyone thinks.
That is enough randomness for now. Please leave your thoughts on that and any other matters. I miss my friends.