[semi-private, hackable by whoever feels like it]
Him being gone, still upsets me. Some part of me still doesn't, want to accept it because it...it hurts too much, but I can't keep denying what's real.
*after a few minutes of writing nothing*
Kankurou is...Kankurou's dead.
Crying over him won't bring him back, or wishing him back, or pretending it never happened at all. And, just because he's no longer here physically, doesn't mean he has to disappear from my, my heart. He'll always be with me, spiritually, so I shouldn't be so sad anymore. Besides, I still have other friends, some I need to make a better effort to spend time with.
I promised to be strong...for Kankurou, for Naruto-kun, for the clan and everyone else. Years ago, I realized I could change from the weak girl, I used to be and, promised I would. I can't hang my head in surrender anymore.
*after a few minutes of writing nothing*
Kankurou is...Kankurou's dead.
Crying over him won't bring him back, or wishing him back, or pretending it never happened at all. And, just because he's no longer here physically, doesn't mean he has to disappear from my, my heart. He'll always be with me, spiritually, so I shouldn't be so sad anymore. Besides, I still have other friends, some I need to make a better effort to spend time with.
I promised to be strong...for Kankurou, for Naruto-kun, for the clan and everyone else. Years ago, I realized I could change from the weak girl, I used to be and, promised I would. I can't hang my head in surrender anymore.