BAND/TBS woes
I just wrote a really long entry (and deleted it!) about how depressed I can get because people don't always acknowledge my presence and make me feel welcome. And how certain times I feel really alone. And then I realized, ironically, that these feelings only happen during band, and a lot of times, at TBS. I connect with a lot of people in the chapter, and have found true friends in it, but it seems that a lot of times people find more interesting conversations with other people, or simply walk right by me without even saying "Hey!", which is something that I find to be kind of hurtful. This is not an issue I see a point in addressing, simply because people can talk to whomever they want and not have to worry about being obligated to talk to me. I'm an awesome person, and I know that, and I don't think that people are intentionally making me feel excluded, but maybe I just need to accept the fact that I may not belong in either of these two organizations. There are exceptions, of course, and there are some people I really love and really feel like love me, but honestly, the majority of the time I feel really left out.
Outside of these organizations I am very content and confident with the friends I have made and my college experience has been amazing thus far.
Outside of these organizations I am very content and confident with the friends I have made and my college experience has been amazing thus far.