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I need to hurry up and become a damn rockstar so I can just cruise around the country getting laid and abusing drugs. Seriously, Huxley's Brave New World was the dream I want for reality: a society (me being a part of society) placated by drugs, sex, and convenience. Not that my existence is unbearable by any means (obviously), but sometimes it gets a little dull. I want a Porsche. I think that would make things better. Haha ok that's not really my problem, but it'd be nice. What I really want is a piano, my very own Steinway that I can rock out without having to cruise out to the hellhole I call Ottawa County. I've been meaning to find where downtown I can play a piano; hopefully there's something at GRCC that I can sneak onto. I drove my dad's car to school today and happened upon the Josh Groban CD he had spinning. A girlfriend of mine in highschool turned me onto Josh Groban and unfortunately I just haven't bothered to listen to him for several years. I got a real kick out of it. I have this bad habit of opening the car door before I turn off the car. Today when I got out of the Honda some fella turned his head to see who was listening full volume to a Josh Groban CD (obviously a girl, he thought); he got a real laugh when he saw what kind of person it actually was. Whatever, like I said before, I have no shame. Josh Groban's songs are a little cookie-cutter at times, but they generally have some pretty beautiful moments. I saw my friend Kate while walking in to school today, but it was raining pretty furiously and I don't think either of us particularly wanted to stop to chat in that downpour. So hi, Kate. How are you? I was hoping you'd come find me in the PAC later so we could catch up, maybe I'd play you a Beethoven, but I guess you have your own life. Next time.
I claimed these ridiculous sunglasses that belonged to my father the other day. They're almost the aviator shape, but they have sort of orange lenses, so I guess they're not really sunglasses as they make your view brighter when you wear them. I wore them out to school today and they actually made driving in the rain much more tolerable. I also poofed my hair up pretty ridiculously. I thought I looked pretty funny today, but Richie says I look sexy. I'll let you decide.
Christ I need some sun; I'm way too pale. A bit too chubby still, too, but it's getting better.
I don't know what to do tonight. I really just want to go back to the PAC and practice, but I feel I should hang out with some people. And I definitely don't feel like drinking, whether with a few friends or a few friends and a bunch of strangers. I want to go play paintball. Or laser tag. Yes, that would be pretty fucking awesome. But I won't. I ignored Debussy today while at the PAC; I don't know why. Now I really wish I had played through some; I feel unbalanced. Bah, sometimes I feel like sticking to only the Romantic Period. My Schubert and Beethovens went quite well today - I am very pleased. I really should start focusing on some new material instead of playing through the pieces I know quite well. I started working on a new Chopin Prelude today and it actually went quite well. I knocked off another section of the Beethoven Waldstein Sonata and played the Pathetique better than I ever have before. The same goes for that other Beethoven Sonata that doesn't have a name. I guess I could always go hang out at my old residence, but I dunno, I'd just feel compelled to get as drunk as everyone else. I'm cooking a pot pie currently. I haven't had one in a long time it sounds to me like it will be very delicious. My Friday excitement: a Pepperidge Farms Pot Pie. I wonder if pot pies originally had pot in them the same way Coke used to have coke in it. Ugh, probably not. I saw a sign today that said more people in West Michigan prefer the taste of Pepsi: fucking bullshit. I don't buy it for a second. I'll admit Pepsi is a nice change of pace occasionally, but that's only like one percent of the time. Pepsi sucks.....hard.
I claimed these ridiculous sunglasses that belonged to my father the other day. They're almost the aviator shape, but they have sort of orange lenses, so I guess they're not really sunglasses as they make your view brighter when you wear them. I wore them out to school today and they actually made driving in the rain much more tolerable. I also poofed my hair up pretty ridiculously. I thought I looked pretty funny today, but Richie says I look sexy. I'll let you decide.
Christ I need some sun; I'm way too pale. A bit too chubby still, too, but it's getting better.
I don't know what to do tonight. I really just want to go back to the PAC and practice, but I feel I should hang out with some people. And I definitely don't feel like drinking, whether with a few friends or a few friends and a bunch of strangers. I want to go play paintball. Or laser tag. Yes, that would be pretty fucking awesome. But I won't. I ignored Debussy today while at the PAC; I don't know why. Now I really wish I had played through some; I feel unbalanced. Bah, sometimes I feel like sticking to only the Romantic Period. My Schubert and Beethovens went quite well today - I am very pleased. I really should start focusing on some new material instead of playing through the pieces I know quite well. I started working on a new Chopin Prelude today and it actually went quite well. I knocked off another section of the Beethoven Waldstein Sonata and played the Pathetique better than I ever have before. The same goes for that other Beethoven Sonata that doesn't have a name. I guess I could always go hang out at my old residence, but I dunno, I'd just feel compelled to get as drunk as everyone else. I'm cooking a pot pie currently. I haven't had one in a long time it sounds to me like it will be very delicious. My Friday excitement: a Pepperidge Farms Pot Pie. I wonder if pot pies originally had pot in them the same way Coke used to have coke in it. Ugh, probably not. I saw a sign today that said more people in West Michigan prefer the taste of Pepsi: fucking bullshit. I don't buy it for a second. I'll admit Pepsi is a nice change of pace occasionally, but that's only like one percent of the time. Pepsi sucks.....hard.