"The irritation i'm pretending not to show has replaced the motivation that I had not long ago"
I'n begining to have my doubts about school. I missed both days this week, mainly because the nights before I was struck with heavy insomnia, making it extreamly difficult to get up at 6:30 for class. I'm lucky this semester that my classes are all test-based, as I have A's in them all because of that. I have an extreme aversion to schoolwork, I always have. So long as I'm confident in my own ability to complete such work, I consider it a waste of my time to do it and get very angry that I have to. English is gonna fuck me. I gotta go be productive now, peace.