Carry your candle
College is so different from everything I thought it would be. It's really great.
I miss playing trumpet and making music and being part of something like band, where you feel like you are part of so much something bigger and greater and deeper than just yourself, yet you don't feel insignificant at all.
I have these crazy ideas I need to shake from my head, because there is no chance. No chance.
How do I find the balance in this most important part of my life?
Is it even a balance, or is it something different?
That's the only way I know how to comprehend where I need to be, but balance seems so neutral, so mediocre. But if it's right, shouldn't it be so much more than that? Maybe the right balance should be more extreme than the farthest extremities of either side.
How has the trauma of the last year or so shaped who I am today and how can I use my experience to help others?
Take your candle.
Go light your world.
I miss playing trumpet and making music and being part of something like band, where you feel like you are part of so much something bigger and greater and deeper than just yourself, yet you don't feel insignificant at all.
I have these crazy ideas I need to shake from my head, because there is no chance. No chance.
How do I find the balance in this most important part of my life?
Is it even a balance, or is it something different?
That's the only way I know how to comprehend where I need to be, but balance seems so neutral, so mediocre. But if it's right, shouldn't it be so much more than that? Maybe the right balance should be more extreme than the farthest extremities of either side.
How has the trauma of the last year or so shaped who I am today and how can I use my experience to help others?
Take your candle.
Go light your world.