i added you a while back...though I'm not so sure it was such a good idea now. The truth is while I have a perfectly valid reason to hate you I don't really. I was kind of suprised that I didn't and it's taken me a few days to try to puzzle through why (incidentally it was a few days ago that I found out what really happened that night). What I really feel is dissapointment. I knew what history was between you and Daniel and I placed a level of trust on both of you and you both broke it. I've already forgiven him as I knew his state of mind at the time and I've made that mistake myself. You on the other hand I haven't quite forgiven...which seems so odd as we haven't really tried to be friends. I don't honestly think that if you cared about his wellbeing you would have done what you did. and I don't see any difference between what you did and what someone else did to you (yes, I've heard that story). I know I'm inciting drama in saying all of this but shit keep happening to me when I kept my mouth shut so I figure it can't hurt worse now. So this answers your statement about why I thought it was odd that you kept trying to befriend me...BECAUSE YOU SLEPT WITH THE GUY I WAS DATING.
Alright, now that I got that out. If you still want to be friends when all of this has played out I probably will accept. I couldn't really be hostile to you, I don't like to be, and we have a lot of mutual friends.
Indeed. You have every right to be upset. We can talk about this sometime. There's a little more to it than just that, although if you'd prefer to look at it this way, it's completely understandable. As soon as we woke up the next morning, we knew we'd made a mistake. Unfortunately, you can't take things back.
Like I said, if you want to talk about it, we can.
Alright, now that I got that out. If you still want to be friends when all of this has played out I probably will accept. I couldn't really be hostile to you, I don't like to be, and we have a lot of mutual friends.
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Like I said, if you want to talk about it, we can.
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