OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG - I'm really embarrassed.
I just really want to say to everyone who was at Olivia's last night, that I'm sorry for being a fucking idiot. Now I know why Alcoholics Anonymous is anonymous because they're all idiots the morning after.
I don't remember anything past strip spoons. However, I woke up and lots of people who hadn't been there previously were, and it was weird. I don't remember much at all. I know that I lost at strip spoons and I do think my clothes stayed on for the most part. Past that is a complete blank. I guess I was pantsed. Ugh. I woke with a penis on my arm and huge bruise that I don't know where from. I also was wearing Kenny's shirt and I'm not sure why.
I'm really sorry everyone. I'm an idiot and I won't drink at the sequel party tonight, I'll be the person that takes care of all the obnoxious people and no the other way around. I wish I remember what happened, that's only formality that started this summer, which blows. If I at least knew to what degree of an idiot I was, I could have a final verdict in my self deprication right now.
I hate myself for the possibilities of what I did. And that's about it. Again everyone, I'm sorry, beyond belief. I won't be getting drunk tonight, that's for sure. My day yesterday, was unbelievably bad, aside from the amazing lunchin with Sam. That's in addition to all of the drama lately that has had me gritting my teeth. So I just wanted to have a good time, and maybe for a brief period it was worth jugging the five o'clock. But now I'm reminded of why I hate vodka so much and that it isn't wise at all to jug it and then stuff your face with ice cream.
I don't remember anything past strip spoons. However, I woke up and lots of people who hadn't been there previously were, and it was weird. I don't remember much at all. I know that I lost at strip spoons and I do think my clothes stayed on for the most part. Past that is a complete blank. I guess I was pantsed. Ugh. I woke with a penis on my arm and huge bruise that I don't know where from. I also was wearing Kenny's shirt and I'm not sure why.
I'm really sorry everyone. I'm an idiot and I won't drink at the sequel party tonight, I'll be the person that takes care of all the obnoxious people and no the other way around. I wish I remember what happened, that's only formality that started this summer, which blows. If I at least knew to what degree of an idiot I was, I could have a final verdict in my self deprication right now.
I hate myself for the possibilities of what I did. And that's about it. Again everyone, I'm sorry, beyond belief. I won't be getting drunk tonight, that's for sure. My day yesterday, was unbelievably bad, aside from the amazing lunchin with Sam. That's in addition to all of the drama lately that has had me gritting my teeth. So I just wanted to have a good time, and maybe for a brief period it was worth jugging the five o'clock. But now I'm reminded of why I hate vodka so much and that it isn't wise at all to jug it and then stuff your face with ice cream.