Jan 12, 2005 15:56
a few minutes ago I wanted to play my snes. but when i walked over to the middle room to get it, it was gone! mnb,.vmnlf;m!! how does a super nintendo suddenly disappear? then again i have completely forgotten about it for 2 years. i really wanted to play zelda: a link to the past, guys. soooo amazing. i am really mad and sad now :(
dang ryan selling our stuff!
and fuck my random wishlist, i just want a koala this year. a baby koala. yes. someone send me one please
i've always hated assignments that required me to look back into my life and write about certain events that has happened. so after brainstorming for literally hours and hours on end, i have come to the conclusion that life itself is pretty pointless and that mine has been unbelievably pathetic so far.
it is a rare occasion when you see me truely comtempt. i have never been more unhappy with myself and everybody around me in my life. evereverever. theres this big black cloud hanging over my head and everytime i try to shake it off, things somehow get worse. i don't even know what is wrong with me. and sup @ all this sudden negativity?
i want my life to be like a movie, one of which people would watch over and over again without losing interest. i want to suddenly wake up one day to find myself in the middle of the most beautiful city in the world next to the most amazing person to walk this planet. my other half. i want to be open my eyes in the morning and always have something to look foward to. i'm not even sure i remember what being totally and completely happy with myself and others. maybe it's never happened before. i am sick and tired of wanting.
i think i'm going to die alone and miserable. and like.. become one of those fatasses who you can't really tell if they have a vagina or a dick, that sit infront of the computer day and night living off big macs and praying on gullible 14-year-old internet boys.
WOAH OH OH OH IM LOOKING FOWARD TO THIS GUYS.
anyhow. survey i stole from lauren
put an x next to those that apply to you
have you ever:
[x] been drunk
[x] smoked pot
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex
[x] kissed a member of the same sex
[X] rode in a taxi
[x] been dumped
[x] shoplifted
[ ] been fired
[ ] been in a fist fight
[ ] had sex
[ ] had a threesome
[x] snuck out of your house..or someone elses
[ ] been arrested
[ ] made out with a stranger
[ ] stole something from your job
[ ] celebrated new years in times square
[ ] went on a blind date
[x] lied to a friend
[ ] had a crush on the teacher
[ ] celebrated madi gras in NO.
[x] been to europe
[x] skipped school
[x] thrown up from drinking
[ ] lost a sibling
[x] played clue
[X] had a sleepover
[X] went ice skating
[ ] cheated on a bf/gf
[ ] been cheated on
[ ] had a sweet 16
[ ] had a quinceanera
[ ] had a car
[ ] drove
do you...
[ ] have a bf
[ ] have a gf
[x] have a crush
[ ] feel loved
[ ] feel lonely
[x] feel happy
[ ] hate yourself
[ ] think your attractive
[ ] have a dog
[x] have your own room
[ ] listen to rap
[x] listen to rock
[ ] listen to soul
[x] listen to techno
[ ] listen to reggae
[x] paint your nails
[x] have more than 1 best friend
[x] play an insturment
[x] have slippers
[x] wear boxers
[x] wear black eyeliner
[ ] like the color blue
[x] like the color yellow
[x] like to read
[ ] like to write
[ ] have long hair
[ ] have sh0rt hair
[x] (although mine broke somehow and it doesnt receive calls .. gayass) have a cellphone
[ ] have a laptop
[ ] have a pager
are you..
[x] ugly
[ ] pretty
[ ] sexy
[x] ok (wait if you mean my mood, then i am ok.. but if you mean looks, I AM NOT OK. I AM UGLY.)
[x] bored
[x] happy
[x] bilingual
[ ] white
[ ] black
[ ] mexican
[x] asian
[x] short
[ ] medium
[ ] tall
[ ] sick
[ ] naughty
[x] lazy
[x] single
[ ] taken
[ ] looking
[x] talking to someone
[x] iming someone
[x] scared to die
[ ] tired
[ ] sleepy
[ ] annoyed
[ ] hungry
[ ] thirsty
[ ] on the phone
[ ] in your room
[ ] drinking something
[ ] eating something
[ ] in your pjs
[x] ticklish
[x] listening to music