Yup...
Well, I'm going to start working at Island Sun which will be sweet....I wont have to spend lots of money there anymore....yes! I also get paid really good but I'm keeping both jobs. My mom won't have it any other way. In fact she opened up to me yesterday because I was getting mad by the fact that I really didn't want two jobs and I would rather work at the closer location which is Island sun...but she said no you can work both jobs. Then later when I was curled in a ball on my bed just closing my eyes trying to forget I was stuck in this hole my mom comes in my room and says: "Nikki, I wasn't trying to bitch at you, I just want you to go to school and be something, I don't want you to be stuck like me." I almost cried and if I wasn't in the strangest way shy to hug my mom I would've. That might sound strange but me and my mom never hug..ever. So just randomly hugging her would of made me feel awkward or something..but I like how she wants to help me. I'm just so glad that we are finally close and she talks to me.
Even though sometimes I get really upset about how I left for Texas and let go of someone...I'm still so thankful for the break away from home. It was needed and it worked.
Even though sometimes I get really upset about how I left for Texas and let go of someone...I'm still so thankful for the break away from home. It was needed and it worked.