Updating...
Well, It's been well over a year since I wrote anything in this. and yes, a lot has happened in that year. I've moved to Texas, lost friends, gained friends. pretty much, I'm tired of saying goodbye to people. It is something I ignore to do. I remember before I left for Texas, I didn't hang out with anyone besides Jeff Kahayian. Even though we knew we shouldn't hold on to each other we made the best of it. I don't regret it. The days I didn't see him I packed, watched movies and just stayed at home. I didn't want to get close to other people. I knew it would be hard.
Everything in Texas was good. Even though I was under rough pressure with my grandparents. It was hard and I actually started feeling lost when I was down there. Being away from my parents and little brother I just didn't feel right. I hated meeting new boyfriends parents. It was hard. I wanted to be like hey yeah this is my mom and dad and my cute brother Jon. But no.
I'm glad my parents came down for Christmas. :) I'm also glad I left with them. Even though job wise in Texas I was doing amazing, I just wanted to come home. Now I'm stuck with the same problems I always put on myself, money and jobs. haha. Wooo. No change there. You think one day I will learn to save money, stop spending it. I dunno....I'm horrible with money.
I really want to visit Jeff Schultz. That would be pretty amazing. However, requesting time off this early isn't good at all. Plus I dont have money to travel what so ever. So either I will see him when he comes up here or when the family goes to North Carolina. yeah.
So I really don't feel like writing a lot. So I'm cutting this short. I don't even know who still reads these.