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You know what I need?
I need some clarity.
Some independence.
Some hope.
Some optimism.
Some love.
Some support.
some stability.
some other emotions other than depression and pain.
some happiness.
some excitement.
some of that warm and fuzzy feeling.
some of my past.
some of my present.
some of my future.
some help.
to walk away.
to know what I want.
to not want what I can't have.
some patience.
to stop crying all the time.
to stop thinking and just doing.
to live my life.
to know what the fuck I'm doing with my life.
to be realistic.
to be thinner.
to smile more.
to find something out there.
to not hang out with douchebags.
to always love.
to keep my dreams alive.
to let go.
to rekindle my loves.
to get some passion.
to stand up for myself.
some confidence.
some sense.
some help.
some self-control.
Nicholas Edward Zeigler.
Fuck me.
I need some clarity.
Some independence.
Some hope.
Some optimism.
Some love.
Some support.
some stability.
some other emotions other than depression and pain.
some happiness.
some excitement.
some of that warm and fuzzy feeling.
some of my past.
some of my present.
some of my future.
some help.
to walk away.
to know what I want.
to not want what I can't have.
some patience.
to stop crying all the time.
to stop thinking and just doing.
to live my life.
to know what the fuck I'm doing with my life.
to be realistic.
to be thinner.
to smile more.
to find something out there.
to not hang out with douchebags.
to always love.
to keep my dreams alive.
to let go.
to rekindle my loves.
to get some passion.
to stand up for myself.
some confidence.
some sense.
some help.
some self-control.
Nicholas Edward Zeigler.
Fuck me.