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I wish my girl freind could tell me the truth once in a while but I guess if she wants to lie about what she feels then what ever, but that is not going to get get us or her any were! I love her an I wonder why she cant tell me these things but I guess I will never know. I am just afraid that either this relationship will end up like Me and Skyes or the relationship just ending. That would be hell knowing that I had some one that I loved with all my heart and losing her. That would not even be the worst of it, knowing that I had her then seing her every day and knowing I wont be able to have her agian. My life was perfect untill this came up, I had a beautiful girl that I loved and my freinds who helped me get her. But I have lost some freinds and it feels that I lose her trust and love almost every day. I wish it was not true but it is. I could not go on with out her so soon rather then later we will find out what happens. Will our love stay or will it leave. I dont know but I dont want to lose her and I would do anything to prevent that! She is all I want in a girl and all I need. My search is complete and I would not rather have any other girl but Alysia.