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tomorrow im going to smith
even if its just to visit an art mueseume im so excited
its been my dream college since eigth grade
this feels all too epic, or perhaps im just making more of it then it is
i decided i dont want a boyfriend for a really long time
i dont think im ready for one
because i havent felt complete for a really long time
i just miss that way i felt at the beginning of last summer
when i felt like i had soemthing to improve,
and someone worth impressing
id plan days to be precise and magical
i feel like i dont have that anymore
even though i already have developed feelings for someone
i dont want things to go any further
i cant like someone until i like myself
and i think thats a long work in process
wow, this is the most rational ive been this year
even if its just to visit an art mueseume im so excited
its been my dream college since eigth grade
this feels all too epic, or perhaps im just making more of it then it is
i decided i dont want a boyfriend for a really long time
i dont think im ready for one
because i havent felt complete for a really long time
i just miss that way i felt at the beginning of last summer
when i felt like i had soemthing to improve,
and someone worth impressing
id plan days to be precise and magical
i feel like i dont have that anymore
even though i already have developed feelings for someone
i dont want things to go any further
i cant like someone until i like myself
and i think thats a long work in process
wow, this is the most rational ive been this year