I'm not happy and i don't know why

Oct 26, 2003 21:21

I'm frustraded and i don't know why. I'm tired and i don't know why. I had an ok day but right now i feel like it sucked. I had an ok weekend and right now i feel like it sucked. And i don't know why.
What is going on with me. Am I just in a self-destructive mood. I just don't know why.
Ok, yes, thats repetitive but it is how i feel right now. I guess that i am just a little depressed but there really is no reason for me to be so wtf.
Sorry that you all had to read this entry cuz it can not be any fun to read. And if it is fun to read then....you need help sicko.JK
Any way, like i said before my weekend was not all that bad. Friday was no good but the rest of it was nice. Saturday i visited with my favorite uncle which is always a good time. And today i did a project with some friends and i think that it turned out fairly well...and it was a lot of fun to do. And after that i had a nice dinner with my dad so all in all it was a good weekend. but right now i feel like it was all just a waste of time and i feel like i did nothing all weekend. I don't know what is wrong with me but whatever it is it has got me all depressed.
To get away from all this selfpity.....i am so looking forward to this week. Three half days should be sweet. Although we get our report cards back this week and that is not a good thing. I think that i raised my grades up enough last week not to get bitched at by my mom but i am not sure. I hope that i did or these half days might not be so fun.
any way, we will see
good night
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