Feb 15, 2004 23:13
i feel like such i jerk...what is up with me. And i am so damn confused. I don't know anything that is going on with me right now. Sorry, but there will be no details on why i feel this way cuz i don't want really want to go into it.
i just dont know if i am lying to myself or lying to other people. And i should really find out before i hurt someone. I just hope that i have the balls to do what is right when i figure things out. And i really need to figure things out.
And i thought expressing my thoughts might make me feel better but it really is not so i think i am done.