theres nothing for me here
being home just reminds me of how much things have changed. i wish i was in Philly so i wouldn't think about it. at least there, i'm sooo busy all the time that i don't have time to look back, and i like it that way. home just makes me feel like i'm moving backwards. it's an uneasy feeling.
the only thing that has stayed the same is my family and the few friends i have left from Nutley. but every thing here sucks. i woke up at 3:45pm because it was my day off. i feel like i'm wasting my life away.
-4 and 20 more to go.
what the fuck am i doing.
the only thing that has stayed the same is my family and the few friends i have left from Nutley. but every thing here sucks. i woke up at 3:45pm because it was my day off. i feel like i'm wasting my life away.
-4 and 20 more to go.
what the fuck am i doing.