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So. so so so sooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
So many things going on in my brain. So much that needs to be done. I've been contemplating as to whether or not to go to Spain in May for a month. And I was gonna do it. I really really was. The program for it sounded really good; it had hiking, and all that good stuff, staying in hostels, doing some historic walk. But the price...is like $4,000 dollars. And I"m like damn. I would need to have all of that in by like February. FEBRUARY.
I was like..."sure that's possible." Um...yeah it could be, if I worked my ass off, got two jobs, and all that shit. I can't do that. For $4,000 dollars instead of going to Spain I could have travel across Europe instead of just going to one country. I mean it sucks bc this trip is all organized and there will be other people going. But I can't do it.
Usually with these kinds of things I don't think twice about it and just go do it. But I can't. Not when I have money issues; not when I have loans to repay and a credit card bill to pay off. I need to start thinking about saving money and using it wisely. As much as I would have loved to go, I just can't do it. At least not right now.
Ugh. I was so hoping to go traveling abroad in May or June. I feel like I deserve it you know? Well maybe I can still do it. Instead of doing Spain, I can do the whole backpacking through Europe thing. It just all depends on what happens after December, and what my situation will be. If not, I'll just go to El Salvador and spend a month there I guess. Boooooooooooooooo.
I need to win the lottery. That would solve all my problems.
Argh. I need a break....from life.
So many things going on in my brain. So much that needs to be done. I've been contemplating as to whether or not to go to Spain in May for a month. And I was gonna do it. I really really was. The program for it sounded really good; it had hiking, and all that good stuff, staying in hostels, doing some historic walk. But the price...is like $4,000 dollars. And I"m like damn. I would need to have all of that in by like February. FEBRUARY.
I was like..."sure that's possible." Um...yeah it could be, if I worked my ass off, got two jobs, and all that shit. I can't do that. For $4,000 dollars instead of going to Spain I could have travel across Europe instead of just going to one country. I mean it sucks bc this trip is all organized and there will be other people going. But I can't do it.
Usually with these kinds of things I don't think twice about it and just go do it. But I can't. Not when I have money issues; not when I have loans to repay and a credit card bill to pay off. I need to start thinking about saving money and using it wisely. As much as I would have loved to go, I just can't do it. At least not right now.
Ugh. I was so hoping to go traveling abroad in May or June. I feel like I deserve it you know? Well maybe I can still do it. Instead of doing Spain, I can do the whole backpacking through Europe thing. It just all depends on what happens after December, and what my situation will be. If not, I'll just go to El Salvador and spend a month there I guess. Boooooooooooooooo.
I need to win the lottery. That would solve all my problems.
Argh. I need a break....from life.