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my life has been kind of scattered lately.
i can't tell if it's a bad thing. but it's not good.
so it's kind of neutral. but i don't know.
i guess my big hang up is that i just can't tell if i really believe some things i was told all my life are bad ... actually are. like it's been ingrained in me that certain things are wrong, but i never questioned why they are until now. its like a reevaluation... or an evaulation for the first time of thoughts and morals that i guess were predetermined for me.
i've been really busy w/ school but enjoying the whole social scene. i had an amazing weekend this past week. better than most i'm sure ;) but it's time to focus on school now. but i'm finding it so hard.
just 3 more weeks.
i can't tell if it's a bad thing. but it's not good.
so it's kind of neutral. but i don't know.
i guess my big hang up is that i just can't tell if i really believe some things i was told all my life are bad ... actually are. like it's been ingrained in me that certain things are wrong, but i never questioned why they are until now. its like a reevaluation... or an evaulation for the first time of thoughts and morals that i guess were predetermined for me.
i've been really busy w/ school but enjoying the whole social scene. i had an amazing weekend this past week. better than most i'm sure ;) but it's time to focus on school now. but i'm finding it so hard.
just 3 more weeks.