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this morning dad left to go back home and the rest of us stayed. incidentally, today was the worst day of the trip.
we all got up kind of early and ended up going to MOSI, the science museum of tampa. the Bodies exhibit was featured and it was kind of strange. afterwords we went to an IMAX. iwanted to go to the beach today, but it never happened. maybe tomorrow morning i suppose.
today i also reached my point at which i realized that no matter how hard i try and how passive i am, you just can't expect other people to change. no matter how much you don't like somebody, and no matter how much they claim they don't dislike you... the true nature of people comes out. i don't think i could ever hate family members, but i think that i could genuinely dislike somebody because of their personality and general characteristics. i don't think it's fair to be expected to particularly like everybody in your family. sometimes i guess you just don't click. unfortunately, there's not too much more to say about that.
tomorrow, i go home.
i no longer am sure what day i'm going to be able to go back to school. there were some complications and i guess i'm not going to chicago anymore. truth be told, after this trip i don't think i could stomach any more family together-ness. i guess it's clear once again why i craved so badly to finally get out of high school and move to college. i have independence from the bullshit that life with them brings. sure, i'm a lot more broke and my generaly comfort zones are limited... but it is all easily traded.
family vacations bring out the negative side in me and in all of us.
in short:
-i leave tomorrow
-i have a new depreciation (is that used in the right context? probably not..) for a certain somebody
-i miss a few people terribly
-i think some things at shcool aren't worth the what i would have to give up from home (and vice versa)
-i want to move back to ann arbor already
we all got up kind of early and ended up going to MOSI, the science museum of tampa. the Bodies exhibit was featured and it was kind of strange. afterwords we went to an IMAX. iwanted to go to the beach today, but it never happened. maybe tomorrow morning i suppose.
today i also reached my point at which i realized that no matter how hard i try and how passive i am, you just can't expect other people to change. no matter how much you don't like somebody, and no matter how much they claim they don't dislike you... the true nature of people comes out. i don't think i could ever hate family members, but i think that i could genuinely dislike somebody because of their personality and general characteristics. i don't think it's fair to be expected to particularly like everybody in your family. sometimes i guess you just don't click. unfortunately, there's not too much more to say about that.
tomorrow, i go home.
i no longer am sure what day i'm going to be able to go back to school. there were some complications and i guess i'm not going to chicago anymore. truth be told, after this trip i don't think i could stomach any more family together-ness. i guess it's clear once again why i craved so badly to finally get out of high school and move to college. i have independence from the bullshit that life with them brings. sure, i'm a lot more broke and my generaly comfort zones are limited... but it is all easily traded.
family vacations bring out the negative side in me and in all of us.
in short:
-i leave tomorrow
-i have a new depreciation (is that used in the right context? probably not..) for a certain somebody
-i miss a few people terribly
-i think some things at shcool aren't worth the what i would have to give up from home (and vice versa)
-i want to move back to ann arbor already