Oct 12, 2004 11:39
I guess it wasnt all its cracked up to be but im home now starting over. right? i hope so. Its been a very intersting couple of weeks (the past few since ive been home) I think its all a sign that I am to be doing something else. Generally im blowing off everything and starting new. I will examen so bits and peiece but im not going to hold myself down. It will be different. No More Drama as Mary J says. And if there is drama, im not there. i hate hate hate all the bullshit that goes on around here. this is turning point. Ill be 20 in two weeks. Thats two decades i've been alive. A great deal of that time has been devoted to being a peacemaker and trying my danmest to keep sanity.But really who gives a shit anyway right. Eventually little shit turns into big shit and then into monsterous life changing events.i dont need a life changing event every 10 minutes , im good with 1 or 2 a year at max. I dont think im suppose to spend my time like this.
Well truly i have spent to much time on this but its a good release for me. I dont feel as heavily weighted down.
Here's the motto: Fuck'em!
I like that! write that down.
side note: my cat CRAZY Jack has pressed every button on my lap topwhile i have been writng this.Sorry if its jumbled. I DO DO DO emphasize the CRAZY part.
Anyhow im working in Washougal this week. At Jib. Should be interesting seeing how their drive time 5 to 7 min average! Eww!
At least its only a week, thank good!
My mom and i are doing reconstructing the house the past few weeks. It looks better. I Like living here. its cozy but not small. i especially like that we have our own computers, with internet in my room! Exciting
Everyone i miss you all dearly, please come home soon!
Have a lovely day!