It always ends in heartbreak
I wish I didn't get so easily attached or I wish I could just as easily unattach myself.
I think I'm going to spend the next few hours cleaning my room and attempting to pack. I'll sift through the memories, save the important ones, laugh at the silly ones, and remember the heartbreaking ones (as if I need help). But, if we go with the saying "everything happens for a reason" then this was all meant to be and it will eventually work out for the best, despite my distaste for the situation.
This summer has been very, well, I can't even think of one word that encompasses it all. There were times when it was so amazing and I just didn't want it to end, but there were also times when I despised my very existence. But, I'm happy with the friends I made and the ones I already had(even if we hit a few rough spots along the way). I'm going to miss everyone that I'm not going to school with, so, so, so much. Each summer proves to have it's own uniqueness and indescribable-ness.
BUT, I am kind of excited to go to college. I'm excited to be living on my own. I'm excited for my puppy (thanks Presence! <3). I'm excite to meet new people. I'm sort of excited for my classes. I'm definitely rethinking my decision to be a music major though. I guess, I'll just see how it goes. I don't know what my passion is or what I'm good at, so it's hard to pick a major.
Ok, now I'm just rambling, so I'll stop.
I think I'm going to spend the next few hours cleaning my room and attempting to pack. I'll sift through the memories, save the important ones, laugh at the silly ones, and remember the heartbreaking ones (as if I need help). But, if we go with the saying "everything happens for a reason" then this was all meant to be and it will eventually work out for the best, despite my distaste for the situation.
This summer has been very, well, I can't even think of one word that encompasses it all. There were times when it was so amazing and I just didn't want it to end, but there were also times when I despised my very existence. But, I'm happy with the friends I made and the ones I already had(even if we hit a few rough spots along the way). I'm going to miss everyone that I'm not going to school with, so, so, so much. Each summer proves to have it's own uniqueness and indescribable-ness.
BUT, I am kind of excited to go to college. I'm excited to be living on my own. I'm excited for my puppy (thanks Presence! <3). I'm excite to meet new people. I'm sort of excited for my classes. I'm definitely rethinking my decision to be a music major though. I guess, I'll just see how it goes. I don't know what my passion is or what I'm good at, so it's hard to pick a major.
Ok, now I'm just rambling, so I'll stop.