It's not what you think it is.
So I read through all of my old entries, again. Most of them I took off of private. I hope you enjoy them as much as I did.
I was JUST talking to Kris Carson last night about how much I've changed as opposed to my ex, who hasn't changed at all. Then I start reading all of my entries, most of them from 2008, and I realized I've still got a very similar way of thinking. I've matured a bit, become more confident socially, and I look a little different but damn. Six years and I'm still just as weird and crazy as I used to be. The only thing that's been dramatically different is not being around Alexandra all of the time. She was my first real reason to keep my head above water. She lives in the same damn city as I do. What the hell is wrong with me?
I want to make music with somebody like I used to with Hank. That was one my favorite things to do, but I don't know anybody who'd be down to mess with guitars and bad singing just because. The music majors get too serious with it all.
I miss being able to throw crazy ideas around with people. Alexa is sick and twisted but when I'm too much for her usually Kris understands me. They're not necessarily always around though. Ben is usually too young/different to get most of my references. Kyle D. hasn't called me in a bit so he's still super busy travelling. Kyle W. is cool as fuck but Alexa thinks he's going to start liking me, which won't actually happen because Alexa's super hot, duh. Taylor's usually way too busy, as is James. God, I miss them. The freshman... oh wait, SOPHOMORES (good for you guys) will be back in a month. You bitches better be ready to go ham. As for everyone else, I hope you're doing well.
Maybe one of you guys will come back to read your old shit. Maybe some new people will stumble onto this. Either way, feel free to comment. Let me know you're out there.
I was JUST talking to Kris Carson last night about how much I've changed as opposed to my ex, who hasn't changed at all. Then I start reading all of my entries, most of them from 2008, and I realized I've still got a very similar way of thinking. I've matured a bit, become more confident socially, and I look a little different but damn. Six years and I'm still just as weird and crazy as I used to be. The only thing that's been dramatically different is not being around Alexandra all of the time. She was my first real reason to keep my head above water. She lives in the same damn city as I do. What the hell is wrong with me?
I want to make music with somebody like I used to with Hank. That was one my favorite things to do, but I don't know anybody who'd be down to mess with guitars and bad singing just because. The music majors get too serious with it all.
I miss being able to throw crazy ideas around with people. Alexa is sick and twisted but when I'm too much for her usually Kris understands me. They're not necessarily always around though. Ben is usually too young/different to get most of my references. Kyle D. hasn't called me in a bit so he's still super busy travelling. Kyle W. is cool as fuck but Alexa thinks he's going to start liking me, which won't actually happen because Alexa's super hot, duh. Taylor's usually way too busy, as is James. God, I miss them. The freshman... oh wait, SOPHOMORES (good for you guys) will be back in a month. You bitches better be ready to go ham. As for everyone else, I hope you're doing well.
Maybe one of you guys will come back to read your old shit. Maybe some new people will stumble onto this. Either way, feel free to comment. Let me know you're out there.