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Every once in a while we seem to get lost from who we are. Sometimes I feel like we don't even know who we are, and sometimes I feel like some people will never know who they are. I think I know who I am:
Name: Sabrina Schneider (no middle name, sorry)
Born: June 4,1988 at Broward General Hospital
Occupation: Full time second year student at FIU and part time assistant
Aspirations: What I want out of life is to make a difference. I really don't care how big or small it is, I want to make a difference in this world that will benefit people. I aspire to be a mother, a wife, and a friend. I aspire to travel the world, dive the great barrier reef, sky dive, rock climb, parasail, hang glide, and surf Hawaii before I die. I hope to learn Hebrew over again.
Self Description: By the standard of media, I would say I am a bigger woman. I am 5'9ish perhaps 5'10 with curly brownish blonde hair which is most often times a mess, brown hair and about 137lbs. I dress for comfort, not for style. I'm not in shape.. though I should try. I don't take compliments easy. I'm very insecure about my looks and always feel as though guys are insenscere when they compliment me.
I've got some fucked up thoughts and can often times detach myself from reality sooo well that its hard to snap back into the present. I over think every action from any person of the opposite sex. I've got ADD and I'm pretty sure anxiety issues as well. I love music of all kinds and wish I could be a singer for a band, yet no one believes in me. I beat bitches up, and often times tend to hang out with JUST guys. Guys are sometimes worse than girls, but at least I don't have to deal with girl's warped perceptions. I feel as though the female mind is the most suseptable to media brainwashing and its terrible.
Who is to say what is beautiful and what is not? What bothers me so much about media is that they have the power to sway our poor vulnerable minds into thinking what THEY want us to think. Do we even have our own thoughts anymore? Is anything that I think really my OWN opinion. Thankfully I am among the few who can say that they stand away from the pack. If beauty really is in the eye of the beholder then I think its bull shit that magazines like Cosmo and GQ have things such as "The 100 sexiest men in America!". I want to write them a letter and ask them who the fuck votes on that. I don't know who made them experts or who gave them the right to claim that they know who the sexiest men in America is, but fuck them. Why does it ALWAYS have to be famous guys? Yes, they might be attractive but I would take a regular guy over a star any day for a few reasons besides fear of contracting an STD or fear of contracting their HUGE ego's. I know I'm not the prettiest girl according to the media's standards because they glorify tiny bodies, tiny hips, ad light eyes.
This is who I am and what I believe. Fuck you.
Name: Sabrina Schneider (no middle name, sorry)
Born: June 4,1988 at Broward General Hospital
Occupation: Full time second year student at FIU and part time assistant
Aspirations: What I want out of life is to make a difference. I really don't care how big or small it is, I want to make a difference in this world that will benefit people. I aspire to be a mother, a wife, and a friend. I aspire to travel the world, dive the great barrier reef, sky dive, rock climb, parasail, hang glide, and surf Hawaii before I die. I hope to learn Hebrew over again.
Self Description: By the standard of media, I would say I am a bigger woman. I am 5'9ish perhaps 5'10 with curly brownish blonde hair which is most often times a mess, brown hair and about 137lbs. I dress for comfort, not for style. I'm not in shape.. though I should try. I don't take compliments easy. I'm very insecure about my looks and always feel as though guys are insenscere when they compliment me.
I've got some fucked up thoughts and can often times detach myself from reality sooo well that its hard to snap back into the present. I over think every action from any person of the opposite sex. I've got ADD and I'm pretty sure anxiety issues as well. I love music of all kinds and wish I could be a singer for a band, yet no one believes in me. I beat bitches up, and often times tend to hang out with JUST guys. Guys are sometimes worse than girls, but at least I don't have to deal with girl's warped perceptions. I feel as though the female mind is the most suseptable to media brainwashing and its terrible.
Who is to say what is beautiful and what is not? What bothers me so much about media is that they have the power to sway our poor vulnerable minds into thinking what THEY want us to think. Do we even have our own thoughts anymore? Is anything that I think really my OWN opinion. Thankfully I am among the few who can say that they stand away from the pack. If beauty really is in the eye of the beholder then I think its bull shit that magazines like Cosmo and GQ have things such as "The 100 sexiest men in America!". I want to write them a letter and ask them who the fuck votes on that. I don't know who made them experts or who gave them the right to claim that they know who the sexiest men in America is, but fuck them. Why does it ALWAYS have to be famous guys? Yes, they might be attractive but I would take a regular guy over a star any day for a few reasons besides fear of contracting an STD or fear of contracting their HUGE ego's. I know I'm not the prettiest girl according to the media's standards because they glorify tiny bodies, tiny hips, ad light eyes.
This is who I am and what I believe. Fuck you.