tied together w/ a smile...but im coming undone
So I still hate him...well I don't hate him, but I certainly do not have positive feelings towards him. I found out he really is dating this girl, no one knows anything about her though. My problem is not with his girlfriend, or even the fact that he has one, it's still the fact that he lied to me in the beginning and then didn't have the balls to talk to me like a man.
I decided to give him another chance to talk to me and for both of us to clear our minds, but he seems to not care. He hasn't taken the initiative to talk to me nor has he tried to call me or text me. I'm done with him. He doesn't exist to me anymore. I really hate saying that and I wish things were different with us, but they aren't. We aren't talking, we don't even look at each other. It's really weird knowing that every weekend you're around someone you really care about, but neither of you have anything nice to say to one another. It hurts and it sucks, but it's what has happened and we both just have to deal with it...it can easily be fixed though if he only apologizes...that's all I want is an apology..
Tied Together With A Smile- Taylor Swift
I guess it's true that love was all you wanted
Cause you're giving it away like it's extra change
Hoping it will end up in his pocket
But he leaves you out like a penny in the rain
Oh cause it's not his price to pay
Not his price to pay
Hold on baby you're losing it
The water's high you're jumping into it
And letting go
And no one knows
That you cry but you don't tell anyone
That you might not be the golden one
And you tie it together with a smile
But you're coming undone....
(Story of my life!)
Edit:
OH I forgot. I will NOT be at Texas State University next semester. I'll be going to Temple College for the next few semesters and then going to RRHEC (the Texas State school in round rock) to finish my major. Why am I doing that you ask?
1. I'm seeing that this big university atmosphere isn't for me.
2. I'm the kind of person who likes to support themself, and living in a residence hall on a school campus isn't my idea of being independent.
3. I need a job and I want that job to be somewhere I am comfortable.
4. I will finally get my own apartment and be able to get my feet wet by taking care of myself
5. I get to live with the most amazing people ever! Three of the most awesome ppl living in one apartment together may just be too much for little Taylor to handle.
6. It's what will make me happy and I think that's what's most important in situations like this.
I'm not giving up, and I'm definitely not stopping school, I'm just taking a different approach to the way I've chosen to do it. :D
I decided to give him another chance to talk to me and for both of us to clear our minds, but he seems to not care. He hasn't taken the initiative to talk to me nor has he tried to call me or text me. I'm done with him. He doesn't exist to me anymore. I really hate saying that and I wish things were different with us, but they aren't. We aren't talking, we don't even look at each other. It's really weird knowing that every weekend you're around someone you really care about, but neither of you have anything nice to say to one another. It hurts and it sucks, but it's what has happened and we both just have to deal with it...it can easily be fixed though if he only apologizes...that's all I want is an apology..
Tied Together With A Smile- Taylor Swift
I guess it's true that love was all you wanted
Cause you're giving it away like it's extra change
Hoping it will end up in his pocket
But he leaves you out like a penny in the rain
Oh cause it's not his price to pay
Not his price to pay
Hold on baby you're losing it
The water's high you're jumping into it
And letting go
And no one knows
That you cry but you don't tell anyone
That you might not be the golden one
And you tie it together with a smile
But you're coming undone....
(Story of my life!)
Edit:
OH I forgot. I will NOT be at Texas State University next semester. I'll be going to Temple College for the next few semesters and then going to RRHEC (the Texas State school in round rock) to finish my major. Why am I doing that you ask?
1. I'm seeing that this big university atmosphere isn't for me.
2. I'm the kind of person who likes to support themself, and living in a residence hall on a school campus isn't my idea of being independent.
3. I need a job and I want that job to be somewhere I am comfortable.
4. I will finally get my own apartment and be able to get my feet wet by taking care of myself
5. I get to live with the most amazing people ever! Three of the most awesome ppl living in one apartment together may just be too much for little Taylor to handle.
6. It's what will make me happy and I think that's what's most important in situations like this.
I'm not giving up, and I'm definitely not stopping school, I'm just taking a different approach to the way I've chosen to do it. :D