...we never learn
There's nothing we can do,
No one to whom to turn.
We learn this, time and again,
Despite all living-through.
The pain drives now, as then.
Acceptance and irony
(Our staunchest points of view),
These fail us, finally.
Tears are our last expense.
They help us to construe
The thing that makes no sense.I suppose we ought to talk
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i'm here.
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what now?
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So, talk.
I'm listening.
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i'm sorry. remus i'm sorry for everything. i never meant it to go that far and i didn't think he'd listen to me of all people because since when does snape listen to me? i didn't do it on purpose moony and i'm sorry it happened. i'm sorry for everything and i wish i could change what happened and make it so i wasn't so stupid to fall for what he was doing and open my fat mouth and i know we're lucky that james was there and i was scared, remus, do you know how scared i was that something would have happened? i didn't think he'd listen and then he did and then i was scared. but i can't change anything and i can't even make you even like me again let alone anything else and i hate this, i hate all of this. i hate me most of all though.
i'm sorry. remus i'm sorry and even if your never my friend again or anything else i want you to know i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
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But I don't know if I want to. When I want to. I don't know.
I know you're sorry.
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you shouldnt do anything you dont want to. you shouldnt have to put up with someone like me.
its ok remus. if you know im sorry its enough.
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I just never thought you'd tell anyone. That's all.
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i didnt think about it i just wanted him to see that he was WRONG that we werent always up to no good but we were friends and good friends and this is what friends do for each other and he said those things and it made me so angry and i wanted him to SEE but not that. remus i didnt think about that. i forget you know? i forget about it because i know you and your not. you know. i forget because its not you always. and i forgot and i told him and you know what you shouldnt forgive me ever because i dont think i ever will.
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i should just go. there isnt anything left to say is there except
nevermind
happy christmas remus
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In a place my own
And no one's. The seasons whirl.
Halt. I question the air
And hear not one dove moan.
Let the rains wash
What they will; and snow fall
On all, ove all.
Clouds bunch. A cold wind blows.
On the leafless tree
A mockingbird sings.
I miss you anyway, Sirius.
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i dont think i ever will learn how not to
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All right, then.
Is that it? I suppose.
I don't know what I suppose.
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