Fun?
I've come to realize that things are not always what they appear to be. You can never be completely sure about something because there are always factors just waiting to jump in and take over. Factors that can change the expected outcome of your life and the lives of those around you. You can prepare for the worst and always plan ahead but an event, so unexpected may take place and absolutley destory and demolish the plans you had.
If I told you that everything was going wrong. Would you understand what I meant? Would you understand that i mean everything ive put my heart into is going wrong. everything is flipped upside down and everything and everyone have changed for the worst? The people I thought i had figured out have surprised me once again. Don't get me wrong though, being constantly surprised is a good thing. Always learning new and interesting things about someone you care about keeps things interesting. But when a person you cared about completely contradicts themselves and changes who they are over night, thats a problem. It makes me angry and I think i want revenge... I mean who the hell do people think they are anyway? To one day talk about how they think you're great and the next day tell you that you're trash? what kind of friends do that? obviously not very good ones. and people who you thought wouldnt hurt you in any way have hurt you emotionally and physically who the hell gives them the right to do that? They think its all fine and dandy. They were just "playing around" Well screw them. i do have one question for you though..
Are you having fun yet?
If I told you that everything was going wrong. Would you understand what I meant? Would you understand that i mean everything ive put my heart into is going wrong. everything is flipped upside down and everything and everyone have changed for the worst? The people I thought i had figured out have surprised me once again. Don't get me wrong though, being constantly surprised is a good thing. Always learning new and interesting things about someone you care about keeps things interesting. But when a person you cared about completely contradicts themselves and changes who they are over night, thats a problem. It makes me angry and I think i want revenge... I mean who the hell do people think they are anyway? To one day talk about how they think you're great and the next day tell you that you're trash? what kind of friends do that? obviously not very good ones. and people who you thought wouldnt hurt you in any way have hurt you emotionally and physically who the hell gives them the right to do that? They think its all fine and dandy. They were just "playing around" Well screw them. i do have one question for you though..
Are you having fun yet?