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Thank God for livejournal. Um, so I feel a lot better today. I'm almost done with my videotape analysis and then I can study like whoa for my test Thursday. I've been mentioning my test Thursday and no one has said yet to me, "Your'e screwed." So I'll take them up on their silence and say I'll just study my balls off best I can.
The world sometimes works really well. Sarah is coming this Friday. To be honest, I have been feeling mad shitty lately, but never thought to speak to Sarah. Not that I don't really consider her probably my best friend but because you get so wrapped up in your college existence and I didn't want to bother her. Fortunately, she is coming this week and I cannot tell you how thrilled I am. She could not come at a better time. I'm already imagining who I'm inviting to dinner for her to meet. I know I'm going to be on cloud 9 when she comes and it will be great for her and I to talk and catch up in person.
She knows me better than anyone else. Honestly. I told her after awhile a bit about the Dan situation and she's like dude just leave him alone. Sometimes you can be overbearing and you don't want to be that girlfriend who suffocates. So, I already asked him to get food sometime this week just because even though we're on a break, we're not broken up and I need to show him I'm there as a friend, but I'm also going to just tell him that I'm there for him but I'll stop contacting him if that's what he wants. In this way, I'm giving him space like Sarah says, but not to the extent Sarah was advising. Instead, I'm also taking advice from my other friends and mom who say that I should make myself known to him as a person to lean on.
Spring break plans: Cancelled ticket to go to Florida with Dan, Sam and Luke (blah.) Got charged $60 for cancelling but still have $149 to book a flight somewhere. I'm going home for the weekend and then coming back Monday hopefully to work at Rainbow Preschool or Work Study. I need to make back some money for the amount of SHIT I lost over the weekend. I'm probably going to pass on buying another Burberry scarf, and I'm going to just have my mom buy me a new winter jacket next year but I'm going to want to buy another digital camera. Oh PS, when I come back to Boston I'm going to be living with Spannn until I can move back in. Thank God for friends who pity me.
This way, I can save the $200 I was going to put toward my trip and put it to other shit and I don't deplete my bank account by losing money and buying a camera. The money I make this week will go toward my camera so my bank account will probably stay as it is.
I'm fucked if my work study closes that entire week.
I'm fucked if Rainbow does too.
The world sometimes works really well. Sarah is coming this Friday. To be honest, I have been feeling mad shitty lately, but never thought to speak to Sarah. Not that I don't really consider her probably my best friend but because you get so wrapped up in your college existence and I didn't want to bother her. Fortunately, she is coming this week and I cannot tell you how thrilled I am. She could not come at a better time. I'm already imagining who I'm inviting to dinner for her to meet. I know I'm going to be on cloud 9 when she comes and it will be great for her and I to talk and catch up in person.
She knows me better than anyone else. Honestly. I told her after awhile a bit about the Dan situation and she's like dude just leave him alone. Sometimes you can be overbearing and you don't want to be that girlfriend who suffocates. So, I already asked him to get food sometime this week just because even though we're on a break, we're not broken up and I need to show him I'm there as a friend, but I'm also going to just tell him that I'm there for him but I'll stop contacting him if that's what he wants. In this way, I'm giving him space like Sarah says, but not to the extent Sarah was advising. Instead, I'm also taking advice from my other friends and mom who say that I should make myself known to him as a person to lean on.
Spring break plans: Cancelled ticket to go to Florida with Dan, Sam and Luke (blah.) Got charged $60 for cancelling but still have $149 to book a flight somewhere. I'm going home for the weekend and then coming back Monday hopefully to work at Rainbow Preschool or Work Study. I need to make back some money for the amount of SHIT I lost over the weekend. I'm probably going to pass on buying another Burberry scarf, and I'm going to just have my mom buy me a new winter jacket next year but I'm going to want to buy another digital camera. Oh PS, when I come back to Boston I'm going to be living with Spannn until I can move back in. Thank God for friends who pity me.
This way, I can save the $200 I was going to put toward my trip and put it to other shit and I don't deplete my bank account by losing money and buying a camera. The money I make this week will go toward my camera so my bank account will probably stay as it is.
I'm fucked if my work study closes that entire week.
I'm fucked if Rainbow does too.