heyyyyyyy
SO YEAH. My classes for Freshman year, at Boston University, class of 2008, are OVER. DONE. I don't know how to feel. It seemed so open-ended. I didn't go to my first class because I didn't have to, my second class the teacher let us out early without teaching us anything (He's cool like that but I often wish he went on longer b/c the content of the course is dense), my third class I took my BUWA which is this exit exam, and then he let us go..and then I basically had ONE actuall 1.5 hour class. I finally realized that even though I HATE the last 1.5 hour class--EC350 (Early Childhood 350) the professor really likes me. She always winks at me and brought me into discussion today. I really need more of that. I need to feel like I'm an individual. You remember how great it felt to be teacher's pet in elementary school or junior high. Those days are over, until my professor kind of opened up my eyes again to the idea. However, her class was insanely boring so part of me is glad it's over.It's confusing
Looking back, I did have REALLY good teachers this semester. Professor Queen, for Writing 150, IMPROVED MY WRITING DRAMATICALLY. It's insane how I write now. I create transitions, correct my grammar better and can collect my thoughts and display them more clearly. What I'm saying is, even though all the classes sucked and the teahcers were hard and dragged me down A LOT, w hen I get to the nitty-gritty, these professors taught me A LOT. And I'm kind of sad that, well, it's done. I'm on my own now to continue what they taught me. It's scary.
I'm also scared shitless about my finals. I need to catch up on a lot of reading for the test. I told that to my friend Molly and she's like, "Oh don't even think about that YET." So I'm not. Tonight I'm having off, since I wrote, essentially, a six-paged paper and revised my last Writing paper. Tomorrow I'm starting to organize and go over various things, and hopefully all the worries I have going into studying will be alleviated because I will finally be studying and shit will fall into place.
Damn it's 9:08. BEDTIME. Hahah. I have to write a journal entry and shower and then hopefully be in bed so I get a significant amount of hours to sleep. I only got 4 hours of sleep last night and an hour or so nap.
I shouldn't be worrying because Ifeel fine right now, but tomorrow is my last day to teach the students through Education 100's Field Placement. It's goign to SUCK. I basically have no way of ever associating with the children again and they mean so much to me, that it's going to be hard to walk away. . Plus, I LOVE the kids in ED100. Jackie, Nina, Daniela, Mike, Janie, Mary, Christine, Ryan--they keep me smiling. I hope I have classes with them or continue talking to them next semester. I'm in the luckiest major in the best school. I'm going to be the best teacher around. Think about it--take a second..rather yet..drop it like its hawttt
Looking back, I did have REALLY good teachers this semester. Professor Queen, for Writing 150, IMPROVED MY WRITING DRAMATICALLY. It's insane how I write now. I create transitions, correct my grammar better and can collect my thoughts and display them more clearly. What I'm saying is, even though all the classes sucked and the teahcers were hard and dragged me down A LOT, w hen I get to the nitty-gritty, these professors taught me A LOT. And I'm kind of sad that, well, it's done. I'm on my own now to continue what they taught me. It's scary.
I'm also scared shitless about my finals. I need to catch up on a lot of reading for the test. I told that to my friend Molly and she's like, "Oh don't even think about that YET." So I'm not. Tonight I'm having off, since I wrote, essentially, a six-paged paper and revised my last Writing paper. Tomorrow I'm starting to organize and go over various things, and hopefully all the worries I have going into studying will be alleviated because I will finally be studying and shit will fall into place.
Damn it's 9:08. BEDTIME. Hahah. I have to write a journal entry and shower and then hopefully be in bed so I get a significant amount of hours to sleep. I only got 4 hours of sleep last night and an hour or so nap.
I shouldn't be worrying because Ifeel fine right now, but tomorrow is my last day to teach the students through Education 100's Field Placement. It's goign to SUCK. I basically have no way of ever associating with the children again and they mean so much to me, that it's going to be hard to walk away. . Plus, I LOVE the kids in ED100. Jackie, Nina, Daniela, Mike, Janie, Mary, Christine, Ryan--they keep me smiling. I hope I have classes with them or continue talking to them next semester. I'm in the luckiest major in the best school. I'm going to be the best teacher around. Think about it--take a second..rather yet..drop it like its hawttt