A long time coming.

[quest_of_strom]

But its still hard to get used to you know.
Still, I wonder if i'll ever really get along, even though im doing better then everyone else in the family, im starting to wonder if im really moving forward, or just hiding in the back.
I havent been to visit Mom's grave at all. I feel bad, like im neglecting an important part of my life...
but then she's not part of it anymore is she?