House at Pooh Corner
I feel very out of place, like there's something wrong with me going back to Seattle. Right now, I really feel like staying home with my family and Anneliese where I can be with them and play my guitar and paint in peace instead of going back. It's very confusing, too, because it seems that everyone I know can't wait to get back to college. Everyone's excited to go "home." I'm really one of the very few people I know who can't call college "Home." My heart just isn't there... Maybe I'm just tired after being up until after 4:30am and having to wake up at 9:00am and then spending the day cleaning and packing. Maybe I'm just feeling hesitant about leaving again for Seattle after having been home for a full month. Maybe I just regret not making enough time to see everyone who I promised I'd see. There are a lot of maybes, but the certain of it all is that I just feel very out of place right now. No, that's the wrong way of putting it. I feel displaced or misplaced. I'll just have to ride out this next quarter and get it done, I guess. At least I'm not working at Brocklind's ever again!